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malacca link

2005-03-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

here's the link for the malacca trip pictures. (:

http://photobucket.com/albums/v121/luvtoroeg5/malacca%20and%20kbox%20photos/?action=view&slideshow=true

ps. change the time interval if u wan. its currently set at 3 sec i think. yeap (:
no password required. (: will make it private again after some time. =)

2005-03-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

i have 4 more ke of chi to study.
yet im using com now.
grrr. sick of looking at the paper and the shou ce.

this march hol really didnt seem like a hol to me.
is it too short. or is it have too much hw? so isit the first 3 days all fully occupied. oh well.

april's coming. =)
waiting for their album. heh.

2005-03-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

told my dad casually that i failed my chinese.

surprisingly. he didnt scold or whatever.. just said. chi also can fail. tsk tsk.. and went on boasting to me that he always got a a1 .. lols. and i said he must sign my progress report for me. he said he didnt wan to. oh well. will get him to do it lahs.

i have 8 ke of express chi to go.

sigh. but the gd thing is that i realised the remaining 8 ke seems shorter.

hai shui zhen lan.
give up alr la =/

happy birthday darr x)

2005-03-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

today is 18th march.

which is a special day.

because.

it is my dar kunda's birthday!

XD

im very satisfied with this new layout. =))

kbox

2005-03-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

went kbox ytd. with phy, jasmine, jezabel, lilin [3c one], trixie and shuyan. (: heh. was so fun.
lols. reached sch earlier than planned - around 10+. jasmine and lilin were alr there. yeapp. and we were so bored waiting for phy's trg to end. hahah. ok la. watched ncc march.. watched leaders dance. and damn malu =.= oh well.

after phy joined us we went ps to eat. ahma joined us. then we went cineleisure's kb0x.. haha. started off with like. so many jielun songs lol. then after sang other songs.. fang shou. =)) super star is damn high. hehh. halfway trixie and shuyan joined us. hahah. and i realised when i dun use mike and sing i sing alright. as in dun go off tune so often. but when i use mike i cant sing in tune somehow. grrrr.

whoa. i reached home at 8+ la. so surprised my mum didnt scold me. like first time i go home so late. lols.

yay. k box's fun. very fun. hehhh. =))

bimbos (:

2005-03-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

tahaha! back from malacca. hee. i dun think i'll blog in detail that i usually do.. just mention main points ba (=

haha! the 6 bimbos. lilin's idea i think. hhaaha. 3mmers- 6 of us went. me, lilin, xinmei, clarice, mazmo and ahdiah! hahah. yay. its so fun. x)

first day.. hahah. nothing much la.. it became v fun when we booked in at the hotel. LOL. damn spooky! narrow corridors, howling winds, dark, quiet staircases, not working lifts!
phonecalls. LOL. yeah, they're prank calls. when we heard the phone ringing all of us were like. stare at each other, eyes widen. >< lol. then there wasnt any ans at the other line. bleahs. call second time we like screaming la. wl. lol.
and we were so freaked out everytime somebody screams everyone will scream, then everyone will start running without knowing the reason.

i didnt like the dropping pencil incident. i was so scared i almost cried la. all the tears come out.. oh man. so scaryyy lor! like everyone talking talking... then suddenly. outside the apartment, in the living room... got pencil drop sound. then all of us stop talking and stare at each other. -eyes widen, pause- SCREAMS. then we were like hugging each other and trembling so much LOL. but really very scary. like nobody is outside and got pencil dropping sound.. thats your first reaction. but of cos its the wind. bleah.

we were so scared we rather all squeeze in one bedroom and abandon the other bedroom. we were so scared we left all the lights on the entire night. we were so scared that we bathed together. lol. mazmo, lilin, xinmei and me. wear sb and watever then bathe. lol. but really la. if u were there u prob wudnt dare to bathe alone also. then in the toilet damn funneh. lols. was laughing until cannot stand up. shhhh. secret! haha.

bought lotsa stuff for everyone. but still dun think its enough. blehs

yay. 3m rocks. (:

shall get the pix loaded and post them soon! MUST this time. heh.

going to malacca.

2005-03-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

wow. this template is like. sooo plain.
made it myself. took a lot less time than last time.

i'll stick with it temporarily. i like the navigation part this time (: credits to.. boonchee i think. heees. and i changed my cbox a little. still not v satisfied with it.

yes. and i've cheered up. i suppose i'll get back to this horrible mood when sch reopens again, but i'll learn to live with it. i will. (: wish me luck pple.

going to malacca tml.
there's a lot more things that's needed to be brought then i expected. =x

will be back on tues night. see ya guys. =)

troubling.

2005-03-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

today started off all right.
recess was. lols. yeah, only one word to describe - lols. almost crashed into her haha. and it really gave me a fright. hahah. and toilet thing. LOL.

physics. was falling asleep.. then talking to shermaine halfway and he suddenly looked at us for very long.. like giving a warning look. but i didnt know what we do, i mean at that point of time everyone was kinda whispering.. and we werent v loud right. ><

geog test. shant mention.. totally no time.

didnt like today's guzheng a single bit. not a single bit at all. from right from the start when we walk off from class. until the part where we are at the foyer. didnt like everything.

felt like crying in the bus. sighs.

sometimes i really wonder.
like polly. i wonder abt this and that.. sigh. it just isnt fair la.

i think im really in a very very very bad mood today. for the first time in like.. how long? one month i suppose.
march hols are here. but the pile of hw seems like we having a one month hol instead of one wk. going malacca soon, but doesnt seem like it.. bleahs.
worried about the report we're gonna get. my chinese will prob be underlined and my mum is prob not going to talk to me for 2 weeks.

will miss the 3 of them.
i think i'll cry end of this year when the sec 4s graduate.
oh well.

2005-03-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

today was the first time i cried in school.

saddening. i plan to stuff that piece of shit paper away and never look at it again. im not like that. i shouldnt be failing my chi to such a unacceptable extent.

the rain is falling.

2005-03-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

my eyes are closing. grs. and i have to do lotsa things before i sleep today. chem, physics, a maths hw, chinese ying yong wen.. zzzzzzz

today was a good day.
started right from assembly. saw all three of them standing in a 'row' such that at one glance at one direction i can see all. maybe pig was a bit out.. yeah. haha. nvm (:
geog was slacking. hees. chinese. the story's ending is.. weirddd. the guy is so damn cute. and sweeetttt. and the girl is. oh well. but i thought she liked him in the end. the part where she kissed the other girl is like. *gross*
recess. hahas. i should have sat at polly's place!!! grrs. like they were sitting at the table right beside? bleahs. and rabbit walked past like 2 or 3 times... she finally wore a newer uniform today. lols. s.h. also walked past! =)) haha.
chem. yawns. starting to find chem very siannn. but today's lesson was shorter.. can tell he's like slacking.. few qn only. but a lot of hw. and he said 'only' qn 2 and 3.. and each qn like got so many eqn to balance. GR.
CE. just slacking... yeah evan's group presented the oac stuff. LOL. the I SEE PIGG! I SEE PIG part super funneh. *claps* haha. and the zipline. lols. phy said it wasnt accurate thou. blehhh so sad i missed it...
TOP period.. went mph. was quite siann. no luck of sitting behind them this time. sad. so was v boring the entire 2 periods..

malacca trip. suddenly lost excitement ready. 108 ppl are going. half the population are sec 3s. the others sec2s. and there was one group with only FIVE people. i should have known.

2005-03-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

number one.
wishing my dear senior amelia happy birthday! =)) haha. yeap, enjoy my chocs! got hershey, cadbury, merci, ferero roche, lollipops.. etc etc. haha! all my favs x)

number two.
was looking at her friendster profile just now. realised frenster's testimonials are laggin again. oh well. saddd =X wanted to see my nice nice accepted testi there. hehehs =) yah. i realise she's very very photogenic. all the photos and neos she all look quite chio. hahahs. and she is chio. =) a lot of people doesnt know who is she. hmm. and lotsa ppl doesn think she's nice or wat, just ok ok. not outstanding. but it gets really sian if too many ppl like somebody. like chief. yeap. (: so its better. hahas. and she's nice okay. =)

number three.
chinese oral. i really hope i won't fail. x.x like so damn short.. and didnt cover lotsa points. and KEPT STUMBLING and cant find the correct words.. i was like, er- er- er all the way. GRRR. and like i cant express my thoughts properly, was trying to translate from english to chi.. BLEH. disaster man. could tell from her face that she's not going to give me gd marks.

number four.
i think im going to fail ss as well.

number five.
i am horribly disgusted by people who really go checks cheif's timetable and stalk her. IT IS DISGUSTING. somemore go plan.
like. get a life all right? its totally like bian tai. and people touching fridges after she did... yucks. my hair's standing up.

number six.
amelia told me leader shuhui's msn add. lol. thankk youu =D
but the thing is. i a bit dun dare to add her. lols. =X

hehes. (:

2005-03-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

haha. keli made me so disappointed this morn when she told me pig has accepted her. and shanti. but not me.
but im longer as sad now. (: because. beacause. leader shuhui and leader jiawen both accepted me ready. haha. and it was quite unexpected that they'll accept so fast. hehes. (: i went to add leader shuhui a testi also. felt that it was quite crap but still. (:

=))

chinese test was horrible. i think i'll get like below 20 can?! cant score in front, cant understd both the compre and the passage.. gonna die man. FOR SURE. and its the first time i feel i'll get so low and fail totally for chi.

and tml's oral. i honestly duno what to do. i dun even know the format can?! and i dun read newspaper! grrr.

and ss. im gonna stay up to study i guess. grr.

feeling so irritated over oral and ss. blahhh.

but im still happy. haha. (x yayy. haha.

2005-03-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

replies for tags:

shuhui: haha. im fine (: sorry so long never tag your board ready! haha. your name reminds me of the oac leader.. lols. got a fright before realising. lols x)

tkb: haha never mind! i know the tagboard cant refresh. haha.

evan: huhhhhh i will miss youuu!!! *cries* must give you huggie before you go! will miss you. and jeannie too. =((

Lisa: i can give you the archives code if you wan. (: add me in msn and ask me for it.

ReNa: hihi! (:

anoimous, passer-by, ppl and FeL : hahahs. (: thanks!

broken-promises: okay, will do that soon (:

dhilshad: we love rabbit!! haha. take care of your throat, love you.

polly: haha. dun worry. he's not abandoned. i still love him. (:

only love (:

2005-03-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

two am and the rain is falling
here we are at the crossroads once again
you're telling me you're so confused
you cant make up your mind
is this meant to be
you're asking me

but only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe
for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i'll just play my part
pray you'll have a change of heart
but i cant make you see it through
there's something only love can do

love this song. since p6 when ruth introduced it to me. super nice. (:
credits to juu (:

kunda was cute during i guess x4 just now. but. he seemed quite blur. lols. sleepy lahh. haha.

im feeling quite disappointed. does she go online seldom? like quite long ready. =( havent accept yet. haha. maybe i had too high hopes.
my nose and throat are getting better. (: hahahx. thank goodness. and now the skin round my nose and cheeks are peeling! damn pain. ><

i didnt bring my ss textbook home. great news indeed. was quite pissed in the afternn. popular didnt have ss assessment or stuff at all. all out of stock, even the textbook.. GR. gonna fail the test on tues. blehs.
have to finish chi by tml. as well as geog. geog is irritating..
and ss is much more irritating. i like duno a thing about it.. sleeping all her lessons.. grrr. and the skills too.. GR. and polly talking about all the aftermath and watever.. i duno a single thing abt it.. making me even more pissed.. grr.. not pissed at her but pissed at the fact i really duno a single thing and i only have monday night to study. plus the fact that we're having oral test on tues. gonna fail both tests. great.

super pissed now. yucks.

=(

2005-03-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

~~sucky~~ mood now.

saw pig 3 times today. and rabbit only once. was walking down the corridor for the sake to see them... haha. grrr. i should have sat with phy during assembly today. GR.

she still hasnt accepted my request yet. YET. haha.
never mind, i'll wait. (:

i realise somehow im happier in school than at home. because at home its kinda boring. with nothing but books and books and. siann. at least i have the com (: whereas in sch i have many frens. (: and i can have a look out for ~~them~~ everyday. it cheers me up if i manage to spot them! (x

hate my nose and my throat.
=x

oh yes. im happy about my a maths test (: haha. shall announce i almost got full marks except one careless thing. the plus minus sign. okay i see ppl rolling eyes.. fine. but honestly, im feeling very sad for my physics test.. totally sucked.. like i got 13 when everybody else is getting 15 or 16 or higher.. im like the lowest ten like that.. wl.. ~~sucks~~ la.. have to buck up.. grs.. and my e maths too.. my mind is blocked.. grs.. and im not doing well for my chem as well.. irritating..

2005-03-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

im dead. im really dead.

too happy alr. haha!

too blissful thinking on my side. oh well. haha. but ahma said she turned shy after szeling told her somebody *er-hem, somebody* said she massage very nice. and she was very cute.

oh man..

XD

2005-03-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

i am not feeling so happy this moment

because

number one, which is the main reason
i am sick
my nose is like. grrrr. and my throat too
but i felt my throat is better than yesterday though. but i only started having runny nose today! and i hate it. GR. feeling so damn cold after getting drenched in the rain.. my umbrella was spoilt la!
and i feel so ill i get irritated so easily. yelled at my bro for nothing when i reached home.. sighh. have to control..

number two
i am getting quite pissed at the fact that i cant seem to get back to my school work and normal life after camp. which i don't like. rather go for camp everyday..

number three
my excitement of post-camp is dying down. sad to say

number four
just the sight of my maths stuff irritate me

OH NO.
CHANGE OF MOOD. 6.58pm.

leader joleyn has just accepted my friendster request.

XD

missing oac

2005-03-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

hhaahh.
3m has started a fan club for pig and rabbit.
and im happy to be a member! x)

and i really cant stand the cheif's version of ke mama. super funny.
and i realised something.
jezabel. aka ahma. has a talent for imitating people. esp acp. couldnt stop laughing for donkey years..

haha. honestly, the obsession over pig is getting out of hand.
to the extent that when somebody spreads that when her class is at the stairs nobody wants to go for lessons anymore. and everybody looked like they are on drugs or something when somebody tells them she's wearing a jacket. lols. =.=

and jean and dhilshad says they wanna get face cramp so that rabbit can rub for them. they're jealous x) hahah! too bad x) and for the final time you two are not chairman or vice chairman of the rabbit club!! grrr. haha!

i don't understand how come people don't think oac rawk. they're just ok with it.
and i WISH. we can have another oac.
i don't mind it lasting for two weeks if i had enough clothes.

i learnt to sleep on the floor. learnt to bathe in 5 min, with cold water. learnt to eat faster. learnt not to pick my food. learnt to be more disciplined. learnt to treat our leaders and instructors and cheif and acp and acc with respect. learnt to....

miss oac.
i guess camp is the best thing for me. somehow, i feel like i've changed through the camp. hmmm. polly said ive changed. i hope i did. i know i made more frens, definitely. (: and of course, i came back with obsessions over two people.. x) and its not the bian tai type of obsession like certain ppl kay. haha. it's just great respect and a special liking. cause they're so cute! (: and most importantly i came back with a sense of self satisfaction. (:

and people thinks 3m doesnt deserve the best class award.
okay, to be honest, i think 3m fully deserves it.
im not being biased. sad to say, if the case was 2h'04, i think we have no class unity last year compared to 3m.
and i dun think those classes who expected to win had class unity, honestly. honestly.

and i felt like crying in class today. when phy showed me the letter.. maybe u don't know it. but im feeling very sad for you. don't be discouraged you can do it. i'll be praying for you every night.

oac rawkkked!! (x

2005-02-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

yeah im backk!! seems so fast la! haha, its like, everybody feeling very tired and happy to break camp, but im sad, v sadd. duno leh, i starting to miss camp ready. it rawks! i miss the smell of our dorm! i miss our cheering together. i miss the games we played together with the instructors and leaders! i miss the debriefs, the games, everything! i missed seeing everyone doing mapoleh rekatengeh and dum dum di di di and peace by the river and everything else! T.T i MISS CAMP.

chief rocks totally. heard she's having gastric pain. kay chief take care kayy! "tml will be a better day"!! (: leader joleyn rawks too, yeah (= she help me massage mah hand. thanks =)) and all the leaders, they're all super nice. =D and the instructors, cheer up kay!! we all know you dun like being unreasonable and nag at us and dao us and all those, we understand! we wont bear grudges, you people rawkk! the camp wouldnt be half as fun without you people around shouting, CAMPERS, GO TO SLEEP, HURRY UP! or, CAMPERS, DUN DRAG YOUR FEET! or CAMPERS, DIDNT I SAY NOT TO TALK IN THE DINING HALL? (quoting from our beloved dhilshad) and gracia, dun be sad okay, i love you! we all love you! dun be sad anymore, no matter wat happens next. we all missed you, esp 3M instructors. dun be sad kay! we love youu! oh yeah and to our class instructor, instructor mingjin, thanks fer everything, you rawk! x)

haha. 1st day. haha! after spot check and stuff, we went labrador, put down our stuff etc etc.. and the discipline thing started. i bit used to it now. haha. =x permission to put down our things, cheif, permission to enter dining hall mams and sirs, etc etc haha. oh yeah, then we went amazing race. wasnt exactly too fun, but. yeah. then. DINNER WAS HORRIBLE FER ME. i couldnt and was stuffing everything into mah mouth, yucks. and practically vomited. choked like 3 times in a row until tears come out. =( night walk. haha. bats! scary la fly so low. lols. we didnt get blind-folded. hmm. lack of time i think. sighs. bit disappointing.

oh yeah. shall pause fer complaints about the food and toilets. the food is. okay la, actually. but the basins fer washing is totally DISGUSTING. floating with oil. YUCKS. i had to drink down one cup of drink floating with oil. EW. the toilets. they should give space to put our toiletries while bathing! we had to put our things on the WET and full-of-hair floor lor! YUCK. and ppl leave pads all over the place. grosss.
okay.

2nd day. LOW ELEMENTS! RAWKED totally. LOVED IT. trust building games, the basic stuff. then mohawk walk. did with blindfold. wasnt difficult actually. (: and spider web, M1, we have team spirit! lols. dragging each other and screaming and stuff. doing pole dance. going over the walls. jia you!! at least we were halfway through. (: np ppl, thanks to u! and see-saw plank. loved it man. SO FUN! one moment we scream as we all slide down one side, and one person steps towards the other side to steady and we all go sliding to the other side and start screaming again. lols. nitro crossing rawkkk! damn fun. loved it. x) commando crawl. LOL. leader jasimah, i love chickens! from michelle. haha! leader weili and leader yvonne damn mean la! make us propose to the chickens and sing love songs to them! LOL. but damn fun. yayyys x)
labrador challenge in the afternn wasnt too fun. oh well. our distillation set up was a complete failure. lols =x and i could tell instructor mingjin was like. full of -.- and sian-ness on her face. lols. paisehh la! haha.
after dinner. class interaction! gracia, i missed youu loads and loads and loads! you can ask ahma and xinmei. huggs. dun be depressed, i love you kay! x) rochelle too! and dhilshad, xinmei's telling me she's missing you everyday. x) lilin, you too of course. haha. and cheryl! jia you, dun be sad! =)

3rd day. HE! fun fun fun! x) the broken bridge looks v difficult, but im sure the 3rd one the two wires cross each other one, which i did, was harder. oh wells =x but i did it! its damn HIGH. damn scary. i was kinda freaked out. scared of heights la! but the hugging the things one and walk across v easy! heh. i was quite fast i think. kay, everyone was quite fast. haha. =x then field cooking. swallowed so much msg and stuff i feel damn. yucks. drank lots of water after that. and solar cooker. haha. we got the highest degree! 73 C i think. record was 80. wows. haha.
at night. astronomy. its like only ytd when we had it. the lecture. was sleeping, so cant rmbr anything. haa. then we looked through the microscope and saw saturn! haha. super cartoon but i found the fact that one of the stars we thought was actually saturn. WHOAS. and we saw the gemini twin stars! rawkk. yeah. maybe next time i cant sleep i should go downstairs and gaze at the stars and wait fer a shooting star, since he said every 1 hour got at least 1 shooting star. haha. =x blehhs. nice! got v high after astronomy. heh heh. and i started to LOVE oac. ready.

day 4. i was starting to feel sad that only 2 more days we have to break camp ready. =( then we had learning journey. kusu island's sea water is BEAUTIFUL. its so clearr! sad it has no beach. hmmmmms. waste. the water's totally clear, see-through lor! can bathe inside man. and was half sleeping in the boat trip. saw gracia sleeping at the back with her head falling backwards. lols.
the afternn. tower. ZIPLINE RAWKS TOTALLY. its like flying fox. when i was down there and seeing everyone do, i was like, oh mah gosh [ yeah gracia i learnt to say oh my gosh instead of omg ready. ((: ] I WAN TO DO I WAN TO DO!!! then when i finally snatched a place to do, and after lilin's wise old briefing xp i looked out of the window and got a big fright. SO HIGH! lols. but i still did it! had no voice to scream but managed to scream out later. haha. so FUN! heh heh. they had to catch ur feet and drag u onto the trolley. and ahdiah's shoe came out. lols. she damn cute. and clarice you're not short, dun worry. x)
then i did rock wall and now my hand muscles still aching. damn pain la! i was like hanging in the same spot fer 15 min! grrrr.
then cramp. at night go with szeling to first aid base. leader joleyn rubbed the oil and massaged fer me :) yeah she's super nice. thankkies! haha. but the cramps continued next day. went again ytd night before campfire. didnt wan to get cramps during our item. leader jiawen help me rub. thanks again. ahha. felt lots better after that.
campfire prep was fun! esp when everyone's v high. yayy! being enthu rawks, and it rawks only when everybody else is enthu also!! x)

5th day. which was just ytd. did show and tell. did a rubbish collage and. I SAW TEENAGE ANNUAL 2003 ENERGY ON COVER!! OMGOSH. wanted to try to bring it back but i lost it. oh well haha. then our dear instructor rochelle keep coming to me with a teenage mag with energy on cover and show me, making me so jealous. lols. whatever la instructor rochelle lols. =))
bio lesson was extremely crap. we dun take bio also must listen bleh. i was half sleeping. ppl were playing hangman. haha. tic tac toe also. then campfire prep!! then we sang campfire songs and prepared fer campfire!! did our item and added last min movements! yayy we rawk, 3m!!

campfire. had it in the courtyard. was raining leh then i was so worried we might have the campfire in the mph then mood will dampen. heng the rain stoppedd!! (: and campfire. lols. cheif and leaders sat one side. leader joleyn keep going to put the kerosene thing. hahah. then ex-cheif, ex-asstcheif, ex-leaders all came. ms leong also. haha. did our opening cheer. forgot the one last time, as expected. lols nvm!!. 3N dance was super scary. 3H dance was sexy. 3C dance was er-hem. lols. 3S dance was alright. bit forgot ready =x. and 3m dance? RAWKS RAWKS RAWKSS!! it was a success! we hoped to make chief smile. did she? i think she did! we were all v sad and having heartaches cause she looked so unwell so we all tried to make her smile. haha. hope she did!! haha. yeahh we rocked! WE GOT THE BEST CLASS AWARD, 3M! WE RAWK. TOTALLYY!!! i can feel it, im more bonded and have a stronger sense of belonging to 3M ready! i know more ppl! i talk to everyone! yayy we rawk 3M!!! three cheers! X) we TOTALLY deserve the best class award. nobody deserves it more than us. we all know, we are definitely more bonded alr! x) we rawkk! and we shall put the cert on the door on wed! heard its drawn by cheif and asst-cheif. lols. must treasure.
oh yeah. and after the campfire we went for debreif. and i really MUST say, when we saw only asst cheif peiying and asst cheif christiana come in, without cheif in the centre, all of us practically freaked out and were like like damn worriedd la! we were like, oh no, is cheif unwell? why isnt she here? is she really feeling very ill? what happened to her? and then suddenly. and i mean really suddenly. one of the instructors walked the other way and all of us saw CHIEF standing in b/w the leaders. or isit instructors. she looked like she was hiding there and she was kinda smiling?? i cant tell you how RELIEVED all of us were to see her. that shows how much everybody loves her. sheeshhh. and some ppl went mad. ahahah. those ppl. lols.

day 6. just clearing up and out processing and stuff. heh heh. and in the mph, where we were assigned. lols. sb saw pig downstairs and told everyone and like suddenly everybody just rushed to the window and like, omgosh, where is she?! where is she? i wan to see! hahah! and i saw her! and then suddenly. she turned to look in our direction and like in one second everybody turned in the other direction. so fake la! LOLS. and duno which day we were supposed to be sleeping in the dorm but rumours came around pig was about to do zipline. and we were all lying flat and everybody was taking turns to look out of the top bunk fer here. and suddenly somebody shouted, she's doing it! she's doing it! and there was chaos and everybody suddenly jumped up and rushed to the windows like mad. LOL. false alarm in the end. but we all knew she did do it, and screamed like hell. LOL. SO CUTE. x)
we LOVE pig and rabbit. x - obssessed - x
in sch. after break camp. finally could give gracia a hug!! gracia cheer up kayy! dun make we all worriedd! dun cry! dun depressed dun sad. we love you we love you we love you! loads. smile! x)

OAC RAWKS. TOTALLY.

campfire's burning
campfire's burning
draw nearer draw nearer
in the glooming in the glooming
let's sing and be merry

campfire's burning now
campfire's burning now
campfire's burning now campfire's burning now
campfire's burning now hooi hooi
campfire's burning now hooi hooi
campfire's burning in the dark dark night
ooo yeah yippe yippe yeah
campfire's burning in the dark dark night
ooo yeah yippe yippe yeah
etc etc

let me hear your 3M cheer
what say you say i say
let me hear your 3m cheer
what say you say i say
ooh ah ah ah ooh ah ah ah 3m!

come on everybody let's make some noise
for one last time we're going to tell you all
3m girls are gonna rawk you all
what the *peep* are you waiting for-rrr
for 3m girls are gonna beat them all
what the *peep* are you waiting forrr
3m girls gonna kick them all
ONE LAST TIME
what the *peep* are you waiting forrr
for 3m girls gonna beat them all!

at oac with us campers
fell in love with the leaders [half true X)]
and every night before debrief
we started feeling guilty
we go uh-oh we go uh-oh
when they look so unhappy
they start yellingwe start shivering
but we still love them

hmm mm i want to linger here
hmm mm a little longer here
hmm mm a little longer here with you

hmm mmm its such a perfect night
hmm mm it doesnt seem quite right
hmm mm it's our last night here with you

hmm mmm and here comes november
hmm mm i will remember
hmm mm our camping days and friendship true

hmm mm and as the days go by
hmm mm i think of you and sigh
hmm hmm it's just goodnight and not goodbye

oac!

2005-02-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

im sad to say im on my way
wun be back fer many a days
my heart is down
my head is turning around
oh i had to leave a little girl at kingston town

i not sure if the lyrics are right, lols. something like that la. haha! yeah, im feeling excited now (: but then. yeap, still feeling quite nervous.

i until now still duno wat bag im bringing. gonna call my cousin [she's not at home yet] and see if she got bag. if dun have, last resort is to borrow from yongen, or worse, use that small bag. try to squeeze la. =x

grr. irritating. but i think the camp itself shd be all right. hehh. duno la. hopefully..

won't be back for 6 days! hahas. byes! x)

-some images down here. that i found. most of them melted me-

opening pic. isnt it. iiresistible?!

energy rawks man XD

<3 src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/luvtoroeg5/eg4.jpg">
smiles-

look weird

dear! (:

ahha! both of them! <3

energy rawk my world. (:

acceptance

2005-02-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

music: if we hold on together
just click on the link to listen;
http://www.geocities.com/frostiparadice/ifweholdontogether.mid

i dont exactly enjoyed the stuff that happened today.

and i was more blur during guzheng today than i normally is, basically stoning all the way, keep on thinking and thinking.. to the extent that i didnt know that only the 1st shen bu was supposed to play and i acually played along with them fer like duno how long until i realised i cant hear any 2 shen bu. peng. and i played finish one song without knowing wat im playing.. just thinking and thinking and very not aware. oh wells.

i enjoy sitting behind jezabel and jasmine because they make me laugh a lot, which makes my mood better. (:

and i got 10.5/40 fer my emaths. going fer remedial. i duno what to say leh. sigh, kinda expected. i wanna smack myself. so much careless mistakes! and mah mum is very very bushuang about it. sighs. sorry la.. will try harder next time.

and i figured out something.
acceptance will bring a lot more happiness into your life. (: and i'll try to work towards that, acceptance in everything, in who i am, in what i can do, what i cannot do.. about others, about work, about cca, about family, everything. (:

sunday-

2005-02-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

been so slack this weekend i really feel quite guilty. didnt do anything constructive except mah zuowen which i took from ytd until this morn to finish. yeahh. =x

super sunday is damn funny. cant stop laughing and laughing lols. SHE and tension. haha. really v funny cant stand lols. and i really envy them so fun lor! can play the water slide, can play the very very fast motor boat + float ride, those super fast and will fan chuan one. very fun (: and they went scuba diving!!! ews so gd. hahas. and shanwei ate ants afterwards. didnt watch find it quite disgusting.

went to buy oac stuff this afternn. ice mountain, deordorant, raffia string, shoes.. and some sweets and stuff fer mah mortal evan (: hahas!

some neos to put here. (:
all tkb, polly, keli, me, cerlyn or hsuan (= yeahs. we rawk ^.^

sighs-

2005-02-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

lilin says i look trouble-free.

do i?
actually i really hate having moodswings. thou it seems to be getting better lately. oh wells.
and i still hate fri afternns, when... yeah. i really have to try to get over it, this cant do. well at least i dun have to watch it happening now. (:
but i love fri nights. (: it means time fer slacking. unless u have lotsa tests.

i calculated, i slept around 9 hours last night and another two this evening.
turning really pig, but i need the sleep. and still feeling sleepy. oh no, im gonna die in oac..

and i havent bought my oac stuff yet! have to get it tml. sighs. ):

how's oac gonna be like? i can imagine myself in the morn not being able to find my stuffs and i panic. =x sheeeshh. it'd better be a good camp (:

2005-02-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

hehe. i love evan! thanks a million fer the rose! i badly wanted a rose fer valentines' but didnt get any flower at all. everybody gave chocs. haha. muackkks-
and i love jeannie too! shall wave harder to u next time lol. my hand was tired hahaa. =x and not to forget xinmei haha. she dragged me to go malacca with her ready haha. okay u promised ready ah! cannot dun care me. hahas.

guzheng. we've seen our new syf costume!

ok la, it isnt too bad, actually. just that..
its SUPER PINK. the whole shirt is pink, pink, pink.. and the skirt looks like cedar skirt la. a very light silvery shade of purple. ok, its nicer than the previous costume. (: and this time its looks more western, yeah, finally.. no funny emboidery and flowers. (: its just very. yeahh.. next time u ppl will see.. i duno how to describe. very. frizzy? thats wat yuntian said.
and im still very sad im not in comm. hhaa.

-cheers up-

(:

2005-02-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

2 msgs to say.

number 1. i am NOT lovesick. to whoever thinks i am. its only that i like this type of love quotes and templates it doesnt mean im in love. yeahs. (:

number 2. i LOVE my mortal evan! haha. and she knows it! and i know she love me too hahaha. x) ok shall write letter in front of u tml morn. lols. paiseh forgot to check cupboard today! -hit head- oh wells. haha.

see la. evan got me so high after talking to her fer 2 hour plus on msn. oh well. haha.

cries.

2005-02-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

c r i e s.

do i regret it?

do i?

and why?

sighs.

happy v'day people ((:

2005-02-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's everybody!

thanks fer all ur chocs yeah. hehe. ((:

oh yeah. haha. i LOVE my tutor. haha. she made my pass my a maths!
*****-thankyous-

i flunked my emaths test, thou. prepared to get single digit. sighs.

sheesshh

2005-02-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im actually using com now. oh wells >.<

oh man.
wang li hong is TOO shuai fer words.

that bad movie. make me suddenly like him so much. >.< i cant stand it. he's really very very very shuai x.x
how come i never knew, never heard that he had filmed a movie with hong kong stars before??

blehs.

pictures

2005-02-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

there should be more pictures. but. the mail somehow didnt manage to get into my mailbox. because its too big, i think. just this 3 pix is alrdy 1MB. =.= so..

this is a CNY photo. yeap. whole family. i like my new year clothes! x)

with my beloved daddy. =D

our car-to-be, most likely. (: nice sia.

we got in!

2005-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

YAY.
3M dance rawkkk!!
we got in. we got in! hahahaha. i honestly duno why im so happy. but im just very happy. v happy that we got in, and we were one of the best classes and were confirmed to be in, not even considered!! YAYY. hehhh. im so happy. lols.

and im also happy because niunai left a happy CNY msg and told the fans that energy's new album is coming real soon.
YAYY. shall be looking forward. (:

hahas. other than that.
4 tests next wk.
>.<

wish me luck. (:

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
-thankyou-

(:

2005-02-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm. now my mood still all right. haha. i finished geog. at long last. =.= i copied 20 pgs of notes! and i calculated. i took 8 hours in total to copy. 3 last sunday, 3 this morn, 2 this afternn... blehhs. and oni half got into my head..

cny was... oh well. im not in a cny mood, i admit. not v.
but im happy i learnt mahjong! hehh. and i won 2 rounds wor. (: okok, with the help of my dad. hahah. but a bit oni!! hehs.

okay its getting late. i still got e math hw havent do bleh. >.<

shall update next time.

oh yeah. is my template nice! hahaha. its made my me! except the navigation codes and 2 stripe thing above and below the entry bar. hehes. i left her credits. the rest are my me! and i actually went to flaming text to make the two words. hehehh. nice nice? lols. (:

happy cny

2005-02-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

look at the time now. hahahah.

happy CNY everyone! ((:

3M dance rawk!

2005-02-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

oh yeahh man. really it rawked. i love it loads. lols. even though it wasnt too related to the theme of exploring, the leaders agreed that it was very entertaining. i was trying hard not to laugh, esp the guitar parts. so funneh lor. lols. and somehow it wasnt that messy during the actual audition compared to when we were practising. hahahs.

tml's CNY eve. hehs. so fun! ahs. i duno how.on.earth. im going to bring that costume to school tml. stupid la. and have to bring makeup and stuff. i dun have.so asked my sista to bring fer me. lols. ((: hopefully tml the performance will be a success. cant afford to flunk it again..

wish us luck! and must clap loud loud okay because we stay back 3 times a wk to practise the songs. (:

fairytale *

2005-02-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

童话 -
忘了有多久再没听到
你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

sisters!

2005-02-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

hehehe.
i officially announced that jenn and i are sisterrs now! hehh. im the jie okay. lols im older. haha. for the first time lols. hehe. lollipop fer you on mon kay! hahaha! *smiles*

haha. somehow, and miraculously, the a maths test today was all right fer me leh. okay, its much better than i expectedd. thank goodness my tutor got teach me a bit. the qn i got 20.. budden my sis and some of her frens frm 3s all got 26. hmm. duno la. at least i think i can get some marks in front.. hopefully. hehhs. im feeling very thankful.

i sincerely give all my thanks for answering my prayers.

2005-02-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

because i love youu
i'll go on and work harder
just fer` the sake of you
even if its really difficult
i'll try. and try. and try

i have a maths test tml. but i decided to go off at around 7.30 - 7.40 and do my ass 3.3 until around. then i have until 10 or later to study. yeahs. that should be enough.

im not playing well. for guzheng.
the rehearsal today was a disaster. i think its because we didnt warm up. and our qin were out of tune lors. =.=

i really hate wong mc for making me score oni 11/20 fer the class test. without the sim equa in front i wud have gotten around 3/20. or 3/12. its like. the surds i all got wrong.. budden that time i duno how to do. at least now i know i know how to do. yeapp. and that proves my tutor helps. she cant teach, and not only that, she's always throwing her temper and bringing her bad moods into the class. WHAT DOEs sHE TAKE US FOR??!!! she thinks we like her a lot is it?! she's always picking on xinmei too lor. and she actually said, the sec 4s pass because of her, and failed because they didnt study. excuse me?! should we say that those who failed was because of her, and those who passed either had tuitions or are extremely clever + lucky?? booshit man.

and even if i fail to do well
at least i know .
that ive tried.
please forgive me if it still isnt satisfactory.

im sorry. i'm sorry im not as clever, not as obedient, not as hardworking, not as lucky...

muscle achees ** >.<

2005-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

show me the meaning of being lonely
is this the feeling i have to walk with
tell me why
i cant be there where you are
there's something missing in my heart
________________________________

my hand's aching. terribly, every moment i stretch my muscles. and its the part from your wrist to your elbow which is the worse part to have muscle ache because if u didnt realise, u use your hand muscles to eat, type, write, play piano, even brush your teeth, wear ur clothes and even trying to carry a bag (when putting it onto ur shoulders). and a lot more.
and my hands cramped the whole night ytd until i couldnt sleep at all. imagine how pain it is? i awoke from my sleep becox of the pain. its the first time i have muscle ache there. and its the worst experience. i couldnt even wear my clothes properly without groaning. >.< at least thats what happened this morn. then when i went home today after a lift from xinmei's car, i tried to like, carry my bag properly at the left side, like heave it up *watever, i duno how to describe* and that needed ur hand to really stretch to the back and get the straps. and then my whole hand cramped suddenly when i tried stretching. in the end i left my bag alone. damn pain la and the feeling is like, a very very sharp pain at times, as if ur hand muscles are torn apart... and when u get cramp ur hand totally no strength and super pain. and im not exaggerating. really. its far worse than arm muscle ache or leg muscle ache. far, far, far worst.
i didnt have piano lessons today becox of that. lols then i told my piano tchr then she looked and kinda felt my hand and said, whoa, like swollen like that >.< okayyy. then she say i v li hai can climb rock wall lols. then i was saying its compulsoryy.. hahas. budden i wanted to try la. hehhh. fun wats. lols, but im wondering that is it really worth this with this horrible muscle ache. guess i cant get much sleep tonight again. sheeshh.

okay la enough of this muscle ache thing. blehh complain also no use, others dun feel it anyway >.<
today returned chem test. i got. haha. 17/25. oh well.. acty i think i should have gotten at least 19 or 20! that stupid symbol thing *curses*
thurs got e maths test. fri a maths test. *sighs* hmm. i must jia you jia you jia youu!! (:

starlit`

2005-01-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. went vch today to watch a guzheng concert. yeapp. compulsory. hahahs. okayy. sometimes hor. i really cannot stand some people. esp when they try to actt. okayy

then before that we went bugis. hahah. at first i met up with teresa and angelina at the train station. lols. teresa wore the skirt which i bought for new yearr!! lol except she wore the black one and mine is the green one. hehh. both also v nice. lols. we got same taste. hehh.
then after we went to buy shoes. 19.90. the cheapest ready. and even my mum says its ugly. oh well... ><
we met up with xinmei to take neos too. hahah. yeah la, ur dress is nice la. lols. suit u. (: most important is suit. hahah.
i have no comments about that concert. >.<

okayy. and nan ding ge er. SO NICE! HEH. da rawkks man. lols. the fireflies so kewt. aiya. i finished 17 episodes ready. so fast. sheeshhh. its 9 days to cny.

nan ding ge er rockks x)

2005-01-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

yeahh man! i watched until epi 8. lol , i skipped the first few episodes since i watched alr. i started from episode 6.. and the first half also i watched before. >.<>13 episodes instead of 23. because singapore oni 21 episodes. oh well

today's concert rehearsal was practically a disaster. for me la. because wong mc decided to give extra remedial to finish up the syllabus, so its like xinmei and i decided not to go and go for guzheng. budden when we put our bags there duno who told us that we're having practice and we cant eat. >.< okay, so xinmei said we might as well go for the a maths remedial. so we went all the way down to the threatrette and barely had 5 min of lesson before it ended. then 3C came in for theirs. blehh. then nevermind, we went back to guzheng room, but instead of having practice the entire room was empty. without all the qin and chairs. then its like. we think they just move all the qin to the hall only. so we kinda scrolled to the hall, and then we saw through the open door. they were all on stage already. and playing the song halfway! then we were like.oh shit. omg. then never mind. we kinda went in sheepishly then told zhang laoshi. surprisingly she didnt scold us lols. just ask us hurry up go up.. okay la. the rehearsal was more like a practice then a rehearsal. get wat i mean. so its all right. scare me lor. the sight of everybody alr playing the song on stage. and we were outside the hall, late. can u imagine. okay.

okay.. gonna try to finish the geog mind map later. going off at 9.30, so i can finish the mindmap by hopefully 9.55, then watch tv. until 11 ah. acty it isnt v late considering tml is sat. okay, see i dare a not. nan ding ge er rawks. (: shuwei is DAMN CUTE. i cant stand him. LOL. the way he look at that woman, showing all her legs in front of him. lol. damn stupid. okayy. the woman is bhb. budden quite sweet la. at first she only wan shuwei's money, budden in the end she thought shuwei dying then she actually went to the operation theatre and criedd and crieed outside. all because of kunda's stupid mistake. lols. quite saddening. then after shuwei nothing happen of course. lols. then she realised that she really love him liao, and not just wan his money. yeaps. haha. and i read the preview that the ling shang ya [the one da's crazy over] realised that she like da after a while. lols. so weirdd. hehh. budden she ought to be nice to him lor. da is like, so nice, cant standd his bdae prez for her. those type when you release the bottle sparks will shoot out and light up the whole sky with stars. SO NICE. lol.

2005-01-27T18:31:00.000+08:00

haha. wanna start from my tuition teacher. i suddenly think she really very pro. you know when wongmc explains things, she make everything easy sound so complicated and difficult. but when my tutor explains she makes everything difficult sound so easy.

im actually finding guzheng practs quite fun now. hehhs.

tml's our rehearsal. wish us luck. (:
and theres a full-dress rehearsal on next wed. lol

going to concert this sunday with most of the guzheng peeps. (: and planning to buy the black shoes for guzheng costume before that and take neos too. (: wheess. rawks!

URGHS. ONE MORE THING. im giving out oranges to all the teachers on CNY. >.< with that bloody costume. ews.

okays. its 11 days to CNY (:

new template. yes, again (:

2005-01-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

lalala. is this template nice? lol
i decided to change because of 4 reasons ;

1. i have enough time.
2. this template is nice.
3. the old template just doesnt suit me somehow.
4. there's a lot of scrollbars in all resolutions. so its quite ugly.

hehs. today wasnt that bad.

thou there was e maths test and chem. chem was difficult kayys. >.< i'll never trust thk again. straightforwardd? my head man. maths was okay. much easier than i expectedd. so its good. yeahh. but duno why, theres just some that im unsure. oh well

guzheng. hahs. this is my first time teaching juniors. lol haha. i taught jasmine. heh i know her so its allright. she went chiina too. haha. okie la at least she did learn something from me. lols =x

tonight must study cheena le. S I G Hs.

countdown.
12 days to CNY.

i must do it.

2005-01-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

im suddenly quite fond of 56's new song. wun give up.

because thats what i badly have to do now. cant give up. musnt give up.

lotsa problems la. actually lately its getting slightly better. slightly.
and my problems dont just include school work. thou its quite the major problem. tml's emath test. i really.. sigh. what will happen to the a maths test next wk if im alrdy feeling that i will fail my e maths? it seems like i know how to do. but some qn jus cant get it right. and if i get this qn right the other similiar qn i may not know how to do. its like. sighh.
not to mentionn all the other problems. sighh. trying to think on the bright side. i think i alrdy have.

and sometimes i feel i keep lying to myself.

at a loss of what to do.

and i wish i will stop having so many moodswings.

sometimes it feels no one understands
i dun even know why i do the things i do _
-journey. angela-

energy's in singapore (:

2005-01-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

yayyyys. lol. energy's in singapore. this very moment. and probably having tea with ah meng. LOL.

haha. they are like so funny today in 933. lol keep suaning the other grpmates. shuwei so bad to my dahling. LOL. cause the dj was asking him wat he thought when he first heard da's song. then he said, better than he expected *laughs*. LOL so meann! hahahah. then everybody was laughing. lols. da said he not v satisfied with the song. but he did his best liao. hmm actually when i first heard it i thought it was quite good. i mean, da is not that type who can sing de. haha. yeapps. i was quite surprised actually. lol. i feel very mean. just like shuwei. oh well..

yayy. their new album is coming around april. yeahh. haha. maybe it'll drag to may. oh well. this time its a bit long lehh. usually their albums about half a year one new one. yeap.s. then now v long. their last album was mi jia le ost. which was released around august in taiwan.. whoa. means if their new album is on time, april, then its like 9 months. AHH. T.T sighs. got 4 more months to wait.

ONE VERY VERY BIG NEWS.
energy said they might have a concert in singapore in the later half of the year after their new album is released!!! *screams* OMG. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. if they really have i MUST go. MUSTTT. cant miss it another time. i regretted painfully missing their previous concert. yayy.
and im really hope that it wouldnt fall too near the 'O's for express chinese or end of year. let it be december. haha. i think it wouldnt be around october thou. yeaps. cant be so fast since their new album released only around april.
YAYY. so happy! haha! XD

haha. ive found a junior who loves energy and seems to be more crazy than me. hahhaa. connie. LOL. she likes shuwei. yayy. haha. me too! and im not going to 'ba ta qiang zhou' because i alrdy like him. long, long ago since last september i suppose i alrdy like him. lols
haha. yayy. i can watch nan ding ge er liao!thanks to her. hehh. thanks! huggs.

okay. im looking forward to new year so much that im going to do countdown.
i cant wait to perform! LOL. it shall be our second performance this time. yayy. im excitedd. lols. you people must clap kk. even if u dun like the song. because we really spent a LOT of time practising. haha.
andd. im either going out. or going back to school. haha. yays.
then. we're going to reunion dinner at my gran's house. yayy. can play with my cuzz. haha. okk. nights at my gran's hse together are always very fun. lol. varying from playing with our aunt's ancient swords [they're real, from china] and pointing it at each other's throats to kowtowing to my gran's portrait, saying lao fuo ye zao. oh well. LOL. childhood innocence. still find it very funny. lols

okay. there's 15 days more to go. (:

u must believe (:

2005-01-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

i only want to be
the angel inside your fairytale
i'll spread my wings wide
so it can protect you
you must believe
believe that we will be just like your fairytale _ *

-guang liang. * tong hua [fairytale]

this song is super nice man.
ok the lyrics is translated. and these are the only lyrics i can remember out of the whole song. =.=

chinese ver. click view, translate, unicode-UT8. something like that. yeaps.

我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使
展开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里

yeah thats all i can remember. once i get hold of the whole lyrics i'll post it. lols. the mv is very sadd. the girl diedd. yahhs. plus the lyrics of the song add together very sad.

today went shopping with my mum. lols. bought new year clothes. very nicee! hehh. i bought a esprit shirt. light pink.. quite nice. then went to sam and kelvin shop. bought one skirt.. the colour is like. greenish greenish type. wats that colour called. but its very nice la. after discount its about $20+. original price was $35. then i bought two shirts. one orange shirt to go with the skirt.. its those type of material very nice de. stretchable. then super super softt. its very nice. not cotton de. yah. then i bought a white singlet one. haha. same material too. very nice rites. lols
and i finally bought a dangling earing. for $3.90. haha. considered cheap.. and a silver necklace. for my broken one. i din buy pendant oni the lian. hahas. becox mine i bent it accidentaly and its about to break. >.<

i left 5 chapters of express chinese to finish. >.< and chem should be alright. not too difficult. then emaths.. sian la. i oni like the part where we do all the cancelling. i think very fun leh. lol. i dun like the radicals. eks. emaths is like. 1000 times better than a maths. a math sucks. lll

new skin

2005-01-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

hehhs. this is ev0ne's skin. not my skin. haha.
something for a change. more classic kinda style..
i dun like the navigation part. hahas. oh well.. cant change it..

didn't update for the past two or three days. hmm nothing much actually. wednesday we tried out the old costume we're supposed to wear for the CNY celebration. i mean guzheng.. and we got scolded by shulin. oh well. sighh. dun be so paranoid lahs.. not that serious right.
and thurs. which is ytd.. i had my first tuition. haha. it was all right la. hmms. she teaches better than WMC. duhs. ah. but im still having troubles with my surds. nvm.. shall ask her next wk. and log is damn diff. just the simple formula takes me like so long to rmbr..

this three days have a lot of things to do. ive finished all the hw.. now must study finish chinese. and start on chem and emaths. emaths is ok actually.. just have to revise the radicals. i like the one we're doing now. just cancel cancel cancel. very fun wat i think. lols.

oh yahhs. i think geog rawkks. lol. why the ss/geog ppl dun like leh. hmm. is agriculture so difficult? arhs. i just think geog rawks la. haha. one thing i did right is to choose to come to a pure geog class. yayys.

energy's schedule (:

2005-01-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

ENERGY spore trip'
1/23 2.00PM YES933 zui xin ke zhan "LIVE"
1/23 6.00PM HEART FOUNDATION EVENT
1/23 7.30PM gathering at zoo

arHHH. SO SAD. i still cant get to see them. T.T wats the heart foundation event about i also duno. sighhs. the gathering at zoo i dun have tix. ews >.< so late sommmore. oh well.

nvm la. their presence is something.

their album releasing some time b/w march and april.
yeaps. so they most prob coming around april/may. (: and to hear nan ding ge er's beginning song [super cute!!! and got kunda. v little. u hear male voice is him le (:] http://groups.yahoo.com/group/energy_tknas/ the song is uploaded on the main page. so go in can hear le. MUST HEAR!! super duper KEWT. lol.

the far journey out

2005-01-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

i miss you too
we feel the same
but long ago -
she managed to fly because of you too___

sunyanzi- i miss you too [wo ye hen xiang ta]

i went library today to search for a biography. managed to find one suitable book - shakespeares. =.= i was like, is there another better book.. budden all the other books super chim. okies fine la. i shall do shakespeares, since there's more pix. =.=

borrowed another book.. wats the title. the dark horn blowing i think. hmms not bad. a fantasy kinda book. about a woman sent unwilling to another land to nurse a young, weak prince.. yeaps. quite nice lahs. i mean, its readable. and its first time i read a book willingly in about.. 3 years?

feel so small :(

2005-01-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

sighs.
i regretted. i really regrettedd..
its the first time i felt like this.
feel so small.. feel like wide gap of status, true. left out. and extremely embarrassed and ma lu.
i really can't bear that scene. and i have to face it for another 2 years.
when can i ever learn to be more brave. more useful.
i guess i over estimated myself. did i?

life's getting really stressed out. i understand now why the seniors and ms leong said.. sec 3 always have the most problems.

forever love

2005-01-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

loving you
is not only because you're beautiful
im loving you more and more everyday
your every movement and expression touches me deeply
because you let me see forever and understood myself
our future must be treasured

loving me
may have some pain and some unfairness
if you really love me
it musn't be just a simple choice without much thought
your every breathe is like a miracle by my ear
your gentleness smoothed my discomfort
so i wanna be by your side and watch your smile, everyday, so natural, so beautiful

forever love... forever love
i only wanna spend my lifetime loving you*
from now onwards
you're all my happiness

love is the most beautiful journey
the rain might make us stumble at times
but your warmth is like the sun, shining brightly always
miraculously easing my discomfort
unbelievable it may seem
but that only shows my love for you
pure and natural, forever

your movedd eyes, my silent voice
they are the best evidence
once again, i'll love you
till the end, forever

forever love _ x
leehom *

original version. [click view, encoding to unicode T-8]

Forever Love
曲：王力宏詞：王力宏/十方/何啟宏/於景雯編：

愛你不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你每個眼神觸動我的心
因為你讓我看見Forever 才瞭解自己
未來這些日子要好好珍惜
愛我有些痛楚有些不公平
如果真的愛我不是理所當然的決定
感到你的呼吸在我耳邊像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫我的不安定
所以我~要每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多麼自然

* Forever love Forever love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後你會是所有幸福的理由 *

愛情是場最美最遠的旅行
沿途雨季泥濘偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到你的體溫在我懷裡像陽光和煦
巧妙的融化我的不安定
不可思議證明我愛你的理由 Ooh 多麼自然

Repeat *

你感動的眼睛我沉默的聲音彷彿就是最好的證明
就讓我在說一次 I love you oh (直到永遠)

Repeat *

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

you made me see forever

2005-01-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

forever love.
im currently in love with that song. by wang leehom. its v nice!!

the lyrics rawk too.
maybe i'll go translate it later. and put in in my blog! yayys. the scrolling words part. hahahs. so far all the quotes there are original wors. all by me de. ((:

i took a free taxi ride home today! hahas. not really free. supposedly free but i paid 50 cents la. the stupid taxi driver. watevers. i found him v irritating. and zhang lao shi was like. aruging with him for the whole trip. =.= about earthquakes and tsunami and he's jealous we live in high rise buildings overlooking the sea. =.=lll

guzheng's damn funny.
okk. our actions are like. unnatural until. LOL. very cartoon. and quite drama. hahahas. very fake.
35 bucks for the skirt is very ex kkaes! >.<>.< and we spent money buying the skirts la! sighs. i still think the simplest way of solving the problem is let the sec 2s pay half the money lors. and done. finished. and its fair. its fair to the sec 2s because next year they're wearing it too. and okk. they complain we wear first then they wear? FINE la. then we play like 20 bucks? and they pay 15?! fine? i still think 20 bucks is very ex. ews.

i think ss is very difficult too. sheeshhh.

feeling better ((:

2005-01-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

im feeling quite happy in fact! lols.

cause i managed to do 2.5 qn out of 3 qn today. lols. 2.5 because i didnt manage to find the other solution [qn 8, misc ex 2] yahs. i got another ans, thouu.. i thought it was correct. quite disappointing. hmms. but im happy i got the third qn correct! lols. and i did my qns EXTRA careful this time. cause i realised its all careless mistakes yesterdayy. >.<

hahas. today went out to kovan with hsuan, tkb, cerlyn and polly. took neoprints. machine broke down and wasted some 20 min i think. hahas. still havent see the neos yet cause we were in a rush to go home.. then tkb brought everything home and volunteered to cut. hahas.

yays! there's geog tomorrow. lols. a break from maths! XD

hahas. oh yeahh. belaying today. quite fun, actually. better than i thought. hmms. yeahh. the instructers were quite fierce =x but i guess that's the discipline. hmms. is OAC really going to be worse? shitss. im quite scared of heights. esp when there's nth beside you. like a railing those type. i would be freaked out. oh well. have to overcome that. lols. then everything almost must be v fast. 'must have a sense of urgency' quoting from cheryl. LOLS. =x hmms. but i think its quite fun la. just that 6 days is a bit too muchh.

yays. energy's coming! on the 23rd! LOL. hahas. nobody's interested to know. soo sadd. hahas. nvm. im interestedd X) and they have a lot of fans kaes. just that cedar not so many.. oh well. 933 has like. millions of energy fans. okk not millions. but definitely thousandds. more than thousands. ((: and im one of them!

2005-01-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

T.T
i almost criedd. at my table. over my maths. a maths.

my maths sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucksssss

T.T

im stupid. im so stupid.

maybe is really she didnt teach anything. but must have got something to do with my brains too.

i feel so useless.
i guess i really am quite useless. cant do anything muchh. arent helpful. arent even a nice person. arent even somebody people would really love.

sighhs. just ignore me. i really need to faxie. just dun care me.
crying won't solve your problems. but at least it helps you fa xie. rights.

i feel so sad.
im really useless.

and i cant believe just two simple maths equations is making me feel like this.
its as though i cant do anything. what happened to me?!

i hate myself. i just hate myself.

i dun have true friends. perhaps i do have. but its just like. merely..
sometimes ppl say they are your friends. but do they really mean it? do they really bother or care. if you're gone suddenly and will nv come back. they will perhaps feel even nothing.

sighs.
my heart is like. aching like hell. that same old feeling when you feel really sad or depressed or hurt or worried over a loved one.
what is the problem with me...??!

there's no use hating maths. still gotta take that subject. and with guzheng 3 times a wk. i barely have time for tuition.

hopes dashedd? like wat yuntian saidd.
i wonder how worse it will turn out to be like.

im sadd too. i dun like being criticised at.
sighs.
she doesnt think i know. but im not that dumb. i know. i dun like being suan-ed. or however you spell that. once or twice jokingly its okie. but everytime. and just because yours is better and more perfect...

and im feeling very hurt too.

unwanted.
unwelcomed.
unliked.

and if im already feeling so miserable over my maths. what will my parents say? they're going to scold me like hell again.
how am i suppose to show them a 70+ when i dun even think i can pass?

one good news, though.
my dears dears are coming.
yeap. energy.
23rd january.
i hope they will bring more hope to me.

other stuff.
about the guzheng sec one audition. i think almost 100 ppl turned up. and im not exaggerating. when i came into the room there was like 15 ppl there. then after that so many ppl came in. by the time lesson started the whole of the room was filled with sec ones. like about 30+ 40 liao. then still got more coming in. and then when they went, like 5 or 6 come in at a time. lotsa groups, after track audition i thinkk.. then after still got groups of 3 and 4 coming in. i think more than 100.
whoas. hahas. isit because we got gold syf? hahas. yayyy. so cool. so many ppl. lol.

didnt say anything about induction ceremony on saturday. yahs, i performed for the first time. haha! yayy. din make any mistakes. i guess that round was al right. but the rehearsal on fri was horrible. lols. chaotic.

and mr yau said some disgusting and sickenning stories today about mosquitoes laying eggs in your blood and cornea mistook for contact lens. i felt so sick >.<

sighs.

i hope life will turn for the better.

ai*

2005-01-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

its the new song for the tsunami victims

got.

energyy (:
56
ahmei
leehom
jielun
tanya
jacky wu
zhou hua jian
zhong yi da ge da guys =x
fish leong
penny dai
fan fan
fan yi cheng
dong li huo che
k one
FIR
weiibo
shin
ahdu
zhang shao han
cyndi
evonne

and lots of other ppl. either i forgot or duno them =x

it's damn nice.
my darrllls are damn kewt. LOL. though their singing is quite weirdd =x
ah di's voice v deep. v funny. lols.

check out the song
http://www.ettoday.com/case/love/
*got the mv* just click to watch. dun need download! hahas. ((:

super nice! super rawkking.

i felt so sad for the victims after watching the scenes of the tsunami.. so saddenning lors. in fact felt like crying. =x
the song's v nice. yayys. hahahas.

one dayy. perhapps

2005-01-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

perhaps one day i'll grow up.

i'll learn to understand people better.
i'll learn to be independent.
i'll learn to be more useful.
i'll learn to solve more problems myself.
i'll learn to accept people.
i'll learn to socialise with more people.
i'll learn to forgive and forget faster.
i'll learn the right way of doing things.
i'll learn not to fa xie so often.

and most importantly.

i'll learn not to cry so easily.

my darrll (:

2005-01-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

yeapppps. my dearrs dearrs are so nice. lol. left msgs to thank us after they won the best boyband!! lol. da also left a msg lehh! haha. he apologized saying he too long never leave msg le. hahas never minddd ((: then he said thank you for voting for them. hahahs.
yayyy. i hope they're really coming this january. and i hope they have a sesssion. hand-shaking? i wannn! lol. i felt so damn blissful after i shook hands with shuwei, niunai and my da that day.. lol. didnt even wan to wash my hands =X hahas. i was sick after that >.< as in running high fever lol. but i still felt so happy! LOL.
oh yahs. i shd change something.
shuwei is promotedd to my dearr! LOL. okk. im madd. and da is still my darrll lols. then energy lehh. dears dearrrs. okkk. very diao i know=X but its kindaa fun. hahahs.

oh yah.
i CANNOT stand wong mc.
she actually thought she was sexy.

and i never knew stars we see was things we saw 500 million years ago. because stars travel in light years = 3 x 10 to the power of 8. so wat we see was wat happened 500 million years ago. how amazing. yeahhh. how amazing indeeedd. and how amazing it had nothing to do with physics lesson too. SIA. =.=

connectedd heartts

2005-01-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

withh connectedd heartts _ ; how far apart doesn't matter now

that's just somethingg i felt seriously about today. lols. no explanations - just a thought.

today was all right basically. hmms. hahas.
i dun like wong mc. she cant teachhh laa. all the seniors say so. ewww. i dun wan to fail my a maths!!! >.<

i love my friiendddds.
polly tkb hsuan cerlyn keli phy - you all rawkkk. hahahahas.
and still got a lot of ppl lol. cant possibly mention everyone. oh yess. my guzheng mates too. that im closer withh lahs. jenn xinmei teresa angelina beatrice. friendds foreverr ((:

hehhh. i LOVE da. as well as all my dears. they really brought happiness to my life. i love them. yayys ((:

i suddenly feel so lovedd tonight.
hsuan said she missed me! lol. tkb too. hahahas. and polly saidd we missed me in class! LOL. ME TOO. yayyy. hahaha. and we told each other we are both iireplaceable. and that we have a place in each other's hearts. haha. although its below my family my gor my di my darrling da and energyy lol but above tan hk. LOL. hahaha. YAYYY! love youuu! lol. friienddds foreverrrr.

polly you shouldnt have shown me that weibo poster. LOL. who also cant resist. hahaha. just that facee
hahas. cannot. i love my darr and energy moree! LOL. XD

2nd day

2005-01-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

sighhs. more of depressed feelings today.

i think im being too paraniod and bei guan.

i feel so left out..
miss 2h. miss keli. miss polly. miss tkb. miss hsuan. miss all our laughter and madness togetherr.

not saying our classmates not nice or wat. lols. its nice. but i just prefer 2h ba. when we can have all our friendds.. when we know everybodyy..

im having trouble finding express chinese textbooks. anybody wan to give away..?? sighs. dun think lahs. siannnx.. i wanna do well. like 3 wks one whole TB test..?? killer man.

hahas oh yahs. i think mr yao is all right. he seem quite reasonable. okk. maybe he isnt. i'll see. im scaredd of lab lessons. =/

first day of school

2005-01-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmmms. i guess it was all right basically.

one horrible thing.
I GOT THK AGAINN!!!!!! damnn lahhh. when he was walking outside our class peeping in the entire class was like oh shit, oh shit.. no pls dun come in lol. i was like. ahhhh dun let it be please.. urghs. he put his head around the door and said, i'll be taking you for chemistry. dun worry, i wun be coming in today.... BLAHS. we were like groaning lahh. why i so suayy...??!! ews. option 5 / 3S also got him. combined also. polly lol. e maths him again. you even more suay lol.

our teachers are basically all right. except him yeah.

form teacher - janice tan [yeahhh((:]
EL - janice tan (:
MT - still duno yet =/ hope its not mr chan. =.=
e maths - grace choyy
a maths - wong may chin
chem - HIM. >.<>.<

hahhas. i think 3M is a very noisy class. lol.

and tomorrow is phy's bdae. lol.
happy bdae phy! =D ilu ((:

change of template

2005-01-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

yayy. changed my template. hhaas. i do myself de. considered not bad after i stopped doing templates for like.. 2 months..?

sch's reopeningg. and i havent pack my bag yet. =x sianns.

hahas. something else. i LOVE my baby cousin! lol. he's damn kewwttt and the sweetestt yet prettiest baby ive ever seen. his eyes so big i also jealous le =x hahhas.

bt bannedd..???

2005-01-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

yeahhs. i just knew from polly that bt downloads are bannedd.
this is like so BAD news to me. i looked forward so much to download episode 5 of nan ding ge er. and now..?? they say will get warning letter then get jailed second time? OMG so yan zhong. better see still got ppl download a not. lol. if still got i will go on downloading. heck care.

i'll either be in 3M or 3N next year. change liao. they say put all the new classes in the noticeboard in the foyer. all classes known except option 4 and 6. stupiakk. hmmms. 3Z is option 2 and 3 combined. lol. i wan 3S!! but 3S is option 5. hahas. M and N not nice de.. hpmhh. not worse thou. i dun like O. H is the worst man. all four years all H lol.

i missed energy's show today!! because i went fer lunch with my family and my cousin's family. wthh. sighhh. just when i miss them so muchh =x

and today is alrdy 010105. 2005 liaoo! i watched the countdown party in taipei last night live on tbvs. but dun have energyy. yuckkks. im just suayy.

tsunami /

2004-12-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

watched news. omg. tsunami waves are so scary. and its the family all torn apart that made me kinda feel like crying. so saddening. we really v lucky w0rs. nothing happen to us. must prayy for them. really v scary to see dead bodies floating on the sea. then now got diseases. they so pitiful.. sighs. and the waves really v scary. 50m high? omg. imagine more than 25times your height?? penggg

ive finished watching all 4 episodes of nan ding ge er. and i concluded that da really very very very shuai. lols. got one part he asked ling wei jun he shuai a not. i was like, shuai, hen shuai hen shuai. lols kk i super diao. but he really v shuai. provided he's not being pervertic that time. >.< but he's not like that in real life de lors. lol. i think he v kind inside. thou kinda stupidd and pervertic. but he's just v kind hearted. and v shuai too. lol.

and energy is rated fourth in the top 20 most shuai guys! hehh. its because they can sing, they can dance, they can rap and their fans are increasing! YAYYY. and they are first in the 933 2004 bang. they had 670 pts. 2nd was S.H.E with 599 pts. lol. 71 pts difference wors. that's a lot! yayyy. energy rawkkkk my worlddd! i love all 4 of my dearrr dearrrs ((: esp da and shuweii. XD

and something else.
i'm super pissed just now. so pissed that i could feel steam coming up. felt like bursting out.

I HATE LIARS.

especially when people you treasure as friends lie to you.
even if they were trying not to hurt us.
i hate liars.

if you really hate us so much why dun you jus tell us the true reason and reject with that instead of saying some stupidd reason. do you really think we're that stupid? let me tell you, we're NOT. i just didnt want to say it out. so stop treating us like piggs all right?!!
grrs. cant help being so angryy. i feel so insulted.

nan ding ge er / sch reopening

2004-12-30T11:18:00.000+08:00

i finished watching epi 1, 3 and 4 l0ls. v bu san bu si. watch 4 first then 1 then 3. lols all no link. but nvm lah.. hahah.. i understand can liao.. really xiao za bo show.. lol.. epi 2 still downloading.. 98% liao.. i realise in the morning the rate is faster.. hmms. will be ready to watch in abt 8 min. hahhas. da so se in the show. even i also cant stand. lol. but he is shuai la. hahah. i jus dun like his hair. prefer short hair.. but da dun suit short hair. kkaes, i nv see him with short hair before. dots. i cant wait for epi 5! hahas. darrling shuwei will be acting liao. hahahs. i love his smile lehh. die die. hahahas. cannot! lol. but i really like it. hahahs. v diao. kkks

sch reopening liao. haii.. we dread so much still must come.. about 3.5 days left to enjoy. i still havent buy my white shoes.. and have 2 graph maths qn left to do. i lazy to get my graph paper so din do. -.-''' super diao. hahs. will do it in the afternn or night. see i shuang a not. hahas..

my parents are back! hahahs. ive got 4 new albums to listen. show and tension, each 2 albums.. hahas. and i realised show's da ren album's packaging is exactly the same as energy one. exactly. even the way the lyrics bk is put also same. cd also same. just that the colour is diff only.. and the pix of course. dots lehh. and they different company somemore.. one avex one universal.. blehs

acty i kinda excited to go back to sch lah. but then h0rs. all the homework and stuff make me feel v stressed liao. one wk 3 times guzheng.. peng ahs... and i forgot how to play liao.. die.. hais..

3Z05

2004-12-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

its 99% confirmed im going to be in 3Z next year. hahhas

isnt this so cute. lols

i finished downloading episode 4. currently 53% episode 1. and ive almost given up downloading episode 2. been almost 2 hours and its stuck at 3%.
hahs. maybe i'll try episode 3.

nan ding ge er

2004-12-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

looks nice. lols. but da's hair is -.-

[click view, then encoding, then change to unicode UTF-8]
一個勉強從護校畢業的脫線男--小葛( 坤達飾 )，與個性像男人婆的同班同學--張琦( 梁又琳飾 )一同進入醫院服務，在報到的第一天因為一場小車禍而認識了愛開快車的施敏雄( 庹宗康飾 )，不過也因為遲到而被護理長--沈品瑤( 姚黛瑋飾 )盯上，但小葛並不在意，因為他眼裡只有性感小護士--梁晶晶( 蔡裴琳飾 )的美腿… 笨手笨腳的小葛在醫院裡狀況百出，而與嚴格、不可一世的劉乃豪(張天霖飾)產生對立，正覺得自己不太想當護士之時，深深被美丽的女醫生林聖雅(林韋君飾)所吸引，誓言要把聖雅追到手，所以勉強留下，卻因為學藝不精再加上見到血就會腿軟的怪毛病搞的醫院雞飛狗跳… [story plot]

男，22歲，綽號小葛；個性古靈精怪，色大膽小卻心地善良，愛耍嘴皮子，經常對身邊的人事物產生奇特的幻想，很有表演欲，乐意幫助別人，尤其是將快乐散播給身邊的人，這也是他適合護理工作的唯一特點；自高雄北上求學的他，一心想在台北出人頭地，對未來沒有很具體的目標，唯一的堅持是要成為一個很帥的人；卻因投考學校時陰錯陽差，登記學校時排錯隊而讓自己莫名其妙至護校就讀並分發至醫院成為實習護士，這讓他很不能接受，屢屢萌生辭意，後因迷戀醫院的話題美女醫生聖雅而勉強留下，卻因為心不在焉與學藝不精再加上見到血就會腿軟的怪毛病搞的醫院雞飛狗跳，最後在受到身邊的人潛移默化後，終於漸漸成為一名出色的護理人員。 [kunda's charactor]

da sounds damn se in the story. ohh well. but he isnt like that at all in real life. duhhhhs. he's a v nice guy kkaes. l0l and he's well known to be shy. se?? oh wellls.

my com's very sickk -.-

2004-12-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

1. [new prob] can't copy and paste things
2. can't download blogskins
3. a lot of webpages when you go, they will pop out internet encountered error and needs to close. which means you cant view that web.

energyy ((:

2004-12-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

yayyy. hahaha. im so damn lucky to be able to hear the lian xian so-called interview on 933. lols. late fer another 3 min and gone le. hahahs.

energy is currently still in beijing. stuck there. hahas. then they go back taiwan then jan come sg! lol. duno will get to see them a not.. but they were saying they wan to see the fans soon again so maybe will have some kinda performance or session. duno lehh. hai hopefully l0rr. i like 3 months nv see them le. hmm actually thats not v long la. hahahs. but duno why time seems v long to me.
finally got news of their new album! lols. they say they collected songs and going to record. yeahhh. hahha got their own zhuang zhuo also! shd be lyrics ba. hehhhh. nice nice nice! so far all the songs with energy's lyrics all v nice de. for example. more than words. this current song in my blog. their own lyrics! lol XD and gei ni de ge. v nice rights. still got. lol but i forgot =x toro de lyrics also v nice. hahhah.

yeahhh. i got something to look forward to. my dearrs' new albumm! XD

energy missed their plane! :((

2004-12-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

yeap. what the hel right? i came home at 7.45 like that, hoping that i din miss energy. and heng i didn't. the i waited fer so long watching stupid ppl sing and then they suddenly say energy not here. lian xian to them and niunai said they missed the plane. its like. WTH la. -.- and ahdi's back hurt again! shheeesh must take care worr. ((:

hahas. so energy is in beijing now. and my parents are there too. lols. okk.

polly just told me that belle told her that this year and next year de class same de.. meaning she will be in 3S and i will be in 3Z. =s duno true a not. hahas. i like 3Z cause it's special. but i dun like because we'll be taking the container and we will be further apart from the other ppl! >.<

merry x'mas!

2004-12-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

lols. my eyes are swollen from crying. my parents la. make me worry like hell. say what in the morning call us give us morning call all the way until night also nv call. i call their hp also nv on. v worrying can. then in the end my grandma also worried ask my aunt call telephone station.. but nv on phone they cant do anything.
then at eleven they finally called lo. say wat got on hp. where got lor. wls. hpmhh

today's christmas! hehh. merry christmas everybody! l0ls.

depressedd

2004-12-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

i miss my parents
i miss my parents
i miss them i miss them i miss them

wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni

wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni
wo xiang ni

my heart diedd.

2004-12-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

if i had a choice
i wouldnt have lied tto youu
and if i could choose my own way
my heart just wants to be with youu

what must i do to make you understandd
what must i do to make you feel
my heart's breaking into a miillion pieces as i left you
tears filled my eyes as i turned my back and walked away
i wiishhed i needn't treat you like this
and break your heart
but someday you will know why
and someday you will know why i had to do this

i didn't want this at all
what must i do to let you know
i never wanted to leave
never wanted to let your hand go

it wasnt easy for me
to force myself to hurt you
if i could have just one wish
i would have wishhed that we could still be together
that i could hold you in my arms just one more day
that i can kiss you and tell you that i really love you

our footpriints in the sand will be there forever
it wouldnt be washed away by the water
neither would it be erased by the wiindd
and maybe someday later we'll meet agaiin
and that will be the day i'll hold your hand and promiise you i'll never leave you again.

my heartt diedd.

k box XD

2004-12-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

oh mann. k box rawkkks! hahahas. lols singing with a mike is 10 times as diff as normal voice. lols. our first song was wat? i forgot =x but we kept singing out of tune in the first few songs. but the last few we v seldom go out of tune! lols. rawkk! an jing rawks! it was the best song we sang out of all. l0ls. hahaa.

i washhed my hair ready! yeahhhs. l0ls. it still loooks quite straight. thank goodness XD its still wet now thou. lols hopefully afterwards still ok. shd be not too bad la. hahas.

new temp ((:

2004-12-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

yeahh ive changed my blog to this naviigator style finally! lols been searching fer a nice skin fer it. hehh. is this skin nice? haha not bad h0rs. hahha. i added the avatars at the left. the rest of the design is done by dreamxstarx. haha ive left her credits! ((: and the quotes are changed slightly. first part new de the rest i cut off a lot cause its getting too long x) the magical sparkles are new de. updated 19 dec. hehh. got notice a not. lols. jus added in as part of the whole poem. if thats called a poem. lols. and more than words song! hehh. need i say? energy jus rawks.

going to wash my hair tomorrow. lols i really v scared it goes curly or watsoever leh. sighs. hmm hopefully wun lor. it shouldnt.

going out with ruth tml. going k box! YEAHH. lol so fun! then later go buy prezz and take neos. hehh. finally we can go out le. lols.

my hair >.<

2004-12-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

my hair's starting to qiao4 and its getting irritably oily. yuck >.<
duno if i can tahan until 7 days. but must. cause sihan washed hers and she said its gone curly. =x hai. and the striaghtener isnt working. wtf. hopefully mine's working if not i must go buy a new one in sg. urghs.
my friend said qiao4 a bit better cause it looks more natural. totally striaght v fake. oh well i hope so. =/ but that's a sign that the effect's starting to wear off rights? oh no.

during the day _ ;
you are the sun towering high, showering sunshine over me and brightening my day [x]

during the night _ ;
you are the stars shining bright, twinkling in the beautiful night sky and sending magical sparkles into my dreams [x]

iloveyou. i'll always do.

back from shanghai ((:

2004-12-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

yoo. im back! lols. with lotsa things bought. haha. wat can i say? shanghai rawks. lols. its a v nice city. haha. shopping rawks! lol. 9 full days there wor. lol. i kinda missed sg at the last few days. and im back now! lols.

day 1-
5.15 am woke up and went airport. sleepyy. lols. then took SQ826. shanghai airport v bigg. hmm the tour guide said it was the third biggest in china. hahas. then nothing much. the plane food sucked. i had stomachache in the evening. hmms. dinner wasnt nice at all. we din go anywhere cause the plane was late so the tour guide kinda din follow the iternary.
we went shopping in the mall opposite the hotel! hahas. the hotel's nice. hmms. got lotsa tv to watch. shuangg. haha. then u know wat? the mall we went to was dai yan by jielun! lols. i bought 3 pastic bags with jielun's face on it back for phy! hahas. ((:

day 2-
7am woke up. hmms breakfast was all right, basically. then we went shaoxing. visited lu xun's home. hahahas. v antique. and ers. some gardens. and some tings. hmm. nothing much. i took lotsa photos of the places. lols. fun. lunch and dinner were a lot betta. we had dinner in a 5 star hotel! lols. got tv inside the toilet de. can imagine? lols. the hotel was very nice too. hehh.

day 3-
went to a waterfall. hmms. my father fell down. i was kinda wanting to cry cause a lot of blood. the rocks there v sharp lorrs. sigh. but he's all right la. went hospital at night leh. haha. my dad said he doesnt trust the china hospital. lols. the waterfall is not v big. but its v nice. haha. i remembered i wud be most prob studying waterfalls next yr. =x the water's v clear. hahas. this is nature ba. so chio. lols. my leg v tired. climb the stairs until so high. scary. hahas.
afternn we went zhuge ba gua chun. lol. all the houses look the same. i cant believe so old still got ppl stay there. the water's damn dirty and there's actually somebody washing toilet bowl in one end and 5 meters away somebody washing vegetables. so disgusting right. blehh. haha. i like the middle of the village. so cool leh. got the tai ji symbol one curve is water one curve is land. lol. nicee sia. haha. in the morn we went shen yuan. hmm the story ok la. cousin love again. haha. the poems carved on the walls like so real. hahas. went to more gardens. forgot the names. took photos. hehh. fun!

day 4-
went hangzhou.
morning went to a temple to prayy. hmms. felt peaceful. my bro burned his clothes with the sticks. lol. one big hole. funnae.
afternn went to a theme park. hmms. first ride was fun, a v bumpy ride. lols. then i sat merry go round =x since its free. then still got wat. a roller coaster. go kart. go kart so embarrasing cause i crashed. lol. turning that time. then end up that person drive me the whole track. bloody hell. i felt like telling him i wanna drive myself after he made the car go back. lols. (x summer sleigh. hehh. fun! then got bumper boat. lol. the impact wasnt fun so i ended up spinning round and round with bao yi jie and we were relaxing. lols. v giddy though. =x the theme park v big. but v little ppl. hms. must walk v long to each ride.
at night we went song cheng. SONG CHENG IS DAMN COOL. its like a totally antique city in the past. gu dai that time. all the roadside stalls ppl wear like before ppl. their restuarant also. you know the dian xiao er? yeahh! he will come up the stairs and shout out the name of the food jus like inside the shows. LOL. so cool lor. hahahha. so fun! lol. the show was kinda boring. hhaa. felt like sleeping. bleh. then after that we went back hotel.

day 5-
xi hu is soooo chio!! lols. damn nice la! the water so smooth de. so nice. hahas. we had a boat ride too. hehh. took photos. my dad he wanted to live here when he grow old. i was like. -.- fine. then he say the environment v nice. haha true la. but i used to city area le. there too simple liao. lols. we walked around after that. i fell down =/ the china ppl so wat de lor. stuck out the leg and i tripped over. hahas. heng no blood. hms. after that went to temples. yue fei de temple. hahas. quite sian la =x but just do with it. then went to a tower. knock the clock.
lols.then we went to a water village. wu zhen. hahas SO NICE! lol. the entire village can only use boats to get to each other's house. its like their water is our road. their boat is our car. lols. so nice lehh! heh. we took a boat ride. i hate getting up the boat. =x cause it will sway side to side and so scary like wan to overturn like that. lols. my dad get up the boat sway like hell. hahahas. then he said he wanted to row. but nobody dare let him row. bao yi jie said we all get off the boat, he row alone. lols. overturn then funnae liao.

day 6-
more temples. sian. hahas. but heng afternn went to another water village. zhou zhuang. hehh. seems the same to me. hahas. went shopping about and took photos. took another boat ride. haha. quite fun! then the rest of the gardens i cant rmbr. =x cause they are all similar to me.

day 7-
shanghai! at long last. lols. shang hai is v nice. i love the ming zhu ta! lol. so chio lor. the lights, everything. hahas. shanghai v noisy city. hhaas. nice. we went to a museum. boring. lols. then we went to jin mao da sha. 88 story high there see night view. SO CHIO the city! LOL. night scenery v nice lor. the lights. haha. imagine so high. 88 floor. hahas. bought 2 kewt hp keychains there. i bought a pair. its a boy kissing a gal. lols. i bought one red and one blue. makes a pair rights? hehh. $2 each only. so cheap. lols. then we had dinner on a boat. so nice. i heard lotsa nice songs there! chinese pop. hehhh. nice.
the boat ride v FUNNAE. lol. because i wasnt really enjoying the night scene. instead i was listening to leng xiao hua with si han, si yu, yu xuan, yu fei and my bro. LOL. got some jokes lame until v hao xiao. lol. v funnae. and super dirty jokes too. lol. mr bird. =x and their singing really make me and si han no face leh. lol. everybody in the boat turn to look at us when they sing "in the toilet, in the toilet ... " LOL. i was like covering my face with my coat. lols. v fun! hehhh.

day 8-
SHOPPING!! LOL. v shuang lehh! we went to xiang yang jie. let me name the stuff i bought.
nike jacket - $12
adidas shoes - $16
adidas sch bag - $10
nike sling bag - $10 [fer camping]
dolphin silver necklace - $6
adidas and white socks. 4 for $3

lols. so nice! hehh shopping just rawkk. and at night i went to rebond my hair! YEAP. rebond. lols. 4 whole hours. lol v tiring. hhaa. guess the price? RMB 240 = singapore dollars $48. so damn cheap right! LOL. and its a good salon somemore. lols. sg my mum say must $280 like that leh. a gd salon la. hahas. so fun. lol. my hair's straight at last! lol. 7 days cannot wash hair. =x so smelly. ew. betta not get sweaty. hahas.i v scared v fast go curvy again. hms.

day 9 -
which is just yesterday. hahas. morning we went nan jing lu again. lols. i bought 2 lip gloss. one for myself and one fer polly. haha. must use hor. its maybeline, branded leh. $6 per tube. lols. v cheap lor. hahhas.
and most shuang de. i bought sports shoes! yayy. hahah. real adidas de. not fake de. abt $84. hmms. its grey and a lil pink. haha. not v pink. just the stripes, a bit. hahaha.
afternn went to qi pu lu. haha. i bought bags fer polly and my cousin. heh. its adidas fake de. lol. not v nice la. hahahas. but its like $6 for one? lol. aiya polly you like it, you use it. you dun like it, you can dump it. lol. and dun sell it to garang guni and earn money kaes! lols. so bad de. haha. i bought one adidas sling bag too. quite nice to use. hahas. its $6 too. lol. bought one for my cuz too. hahas. she a lot of things la. and she's in eypt right now. oh well.
hmm. we had a kfc meal fer dinner. lol. i ate 3 chicken. lotsa fries. and coke. and ice cream! lol. i considered eat the least liao. lol. others still got eat omelette and stuff. lol. their meals diff from ours leh. hmms. no cheese fries de. hahas.
then after must go back liao. hmms. we went last min shopping at the complex. lol. so funnae. then went back hotel to pack. a lot of things lor. aiyo. lols. sqeeze and squeeze like siao. lol. i was kinda v excited can go back sg liao. haha. 9 days is a long time.
our flight was 12.40 am. midnight. i played a bit of games fer the first hour. the rest of the 4 hours i was sleeping. lol. v tiredd. hahas.
finally arrived back at singapore abt 6.05am. just now. yeaps. now is 10 am like that. hahas.

lol. china traffic v scary. haha. i first time see somebody sweeping the road in the middle of a shi zhi lu kou. lol she not scared the cars crash into her de leh. lol. haha. then i kinda had a minor accident! lols. no blood la. haha. a motorcycle banged into me from behind. heng impact not v big so only a bit pain. the worst thing is that the guy went right past without even looking back and apologising lor. wl. my mum was like rubbing my back for me and saying, aiya, china ppl like that de la.. hpmh. shanghai is a nice place! hehh. but i wanna go other places next yr liao. hehehh. fun fun fun!

going overseas.

2004-12-08T05:52:00.000+08:00

hahas people i'm going shanghaii tomorrow morning 6 am! hahas. wun be back until 17th early morning. sighh. come back christmas liao. hahas.
siian leh. so early flight. lols. i hope i wun be sleeping in the plane. hahas. and i wan to get a window seat! wees. hahas. =x
anyway, special thanks to polly zjw, the "nicest person around" as she claims she is. hahas. but really la, thanks a million. lols. i will get you something from china. and stop counting down the days to sch reopen! hahas. ((:

tiredd.

2004-12-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

hais. im not in a good mood. yeaps, again. hais. must be something wrong with me lately. just feeling that i am very the.. hais..

awy went bugis today with polly and keli. i suppose its our last time together. next year we all going diff classes. whatever it is, just jia you wors. duno what to say. the movie wasnt very niice. well at least it wasnt too bad la. i mean, still watchable. yeahs, if there's such a word. lols. that bian tai man. scaryy lehh. hopefully we dun ever meet him again. his eyes so scary. the way he grins at you, wl.. so bian tai.. yucks.. and i really had a feeling he recognised us.. eww..

tml's my mum's bdae. sighh. i havent got a prezzie fer her yet. wanted to buy just now but didnt have a suitable one. then when i came back i told her we go celebrate tml. have lunch or something. then she say she dun wanna go out..

hais. i suddenly feel like crying.
everything just dont go right. dun seem right.

if our love is a story ;
i want it to be published,
so that the world will know what true love is.

if our love is a fairytale ;
i want it to be filmed,
so that it will be a legend, witnessed by everybody.

if our love is simply a dream;
then i dun ever wanna wake up,
so that i can stay with you forever.

pisseddd.

2004-12-06T04:58:00.000+08:00

i just HATE those people wiithout any originality.
those people who copiied your quotes and codes and whatsoever that you've made with time and brains and they just take it and use it as their own without leaving at least crediits.
and worse. some people leave a copyright there when it isnt even their own.

ilu.

2004-12-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

perhaps it's only a fairytale b/w us
maybe you never really existed
you may not even really understand me
but i know something well beneath me
that you mean the world to me

when i see you smile
i would smile too
when you're unhappy
i would cry along with you
when you speak
i'll remember every word
when you sing
i'll listen to it over and over again

others may not approve of us
they may not be content about you or me
but that does not matter
after all, love is only b/w the two of us
it needs only two of us to agree

there's no doubt about my feelings
maybe one day you're feel my presence
and i'll wait for that day
when our story doesnt have to be just a fairytale
but it will come true
pure, simple but meaningful

i wanna hold your hand
listen to you
be it about your troubles, your happiness or whatsoever
as long as it's you
i'll never find it boring

i want you to hold me too
there's a electrifying feeling
i believe in it
it will lead us to forever

every moment i know what you're thinking of
you know me too
our love is complete and iireplaceable

to the world you may only be a person.
but to me you are the world.

i love you.

toro's msg 30/11

2004-12-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

hmms. i jus saw toro's new msg. im translating it to english.

title: a story that i find very meaningful sharing it with everybody
from: ~TORO~guoweiyun(energytoro701002)
time:2004/11/30 19.03.03

somebody said if you really wanted something very much, let it go,
if it returns to find you, it will belong to you forever.
if it doesnt return, that means it doesnt belong to you at all.

ah la bo stories said there were two friends travelling in a desert,
on the way they quarreled
one person actually slapped the other.
the one being slapped felt insulted.
without a word, he wrote down on the sand:
"today, my friend slapped me."

they continued the journey.
when they reached a spot where there's water [forgot wats that place called in english], they decided to stop.
the person being slapped almost drowned, luckily, he was being rescued by his friend.
after he was rescued, he took a knife and carved these words on a stone:
"today, my friend saved my life."

the friend who was watching him from beside felt curious and asked;
"why is it that after i slapped you, you wrote on the sand, but now you carved it onto the stone?"
the friend simpled smiled and replied;
when you are being hurt by a friend, leave it somewhere where you will forget easily, because the wind will help you erase the memory. on the other hand, when you were being helped by a friend, we must carve it deep in our hearts, because no wind will be strong enough to erase it."

when being with friends, hurting words and actions are not from their hearts. however, helping hands are sincerely and truly from the bottom of their hearts.
forgot those hurting things they did not do on purpose. remember all those help they gave you
you will realise that in this world, you have many true friends.

hahas. really meaningful w0rhs. hahas. hope toro is all right. tc kaes? =)) glad you left a msg.

awy, i watched the finals of singapore idol just now. l0ls. i think taufik can really sing w0rs. lols. then i thought sylvester was very cool. hahas. he jus got this cool cool attitude la. hahas. an jing was nice wors. i kinda felt like standing up and sing along and wave like in a concert. lols. niice. hahas. yeah, i think he can be both a chinese and english singer. hahas. i think i wan him to win. lols. yeaps. jus because of this song. hahas. thou i feel taufik deserves to win too. hahas. i wan sly to win! hahas. =))

t 0 R 0 -lll

2004-12-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

yeahh. last niight dreamt of toro. lols.

hmms. i was in a shopping mall with my family. then from the top of the building i looked down. then got one bus stop. then i saw toro sitting there! lol. although it was only back view, i was so sure it was him. he was wearing a dark grey coat [ duno why, it was so cold we were all wearing coats. i was wearing my new white coat. lol ] *it was night time*
then i was telling my mum, eh, i be right back - lol then i rushed down the building to the bus stop. there was a reporter there with a camera and keep pestering toro abt qns he din wan to answer. then i was so angry i actually told the reporter that "eh, ni bu yao tai guo fen" then the reporter went away. LOL. then i noticed toro wasnt alone. wang yu jie was beside him. =.= both of them make up v nong. then toro kinda smiled at me then i smile back then they two stand up. lol. there was a road opposite us. then i wanted to cross. they wanted to cross too.
then we were waiting fer traffic. then i realised toro was holding hands with wang yu jie. then i was like. wl, they really dating ah.. lol.. then i saw ppl cross without realising still red light.. then i kinda took the first step onto the road. then toro suddenly grab my hand and look at me. lol. like telling me dun cross yet, got cars. then i felt so blissful suddenly. then cars went by. ya. he din let go. his hand very big. but very cold leh. then we started crossing when turn green light, then i ask him to wear more clothes. lol. because his hand very cold. then he smiled. lols. then i asked him when he leaving singapore. he said, yi ge li bai hou ba. hahas. i was damn blissful cause he actually holding hands with me. l0l. kkaes, im very diaos. but lol. the dream seemed so real.
then when we reach the other end of the road and had to separate i kinda din wan to let go of his hand. lol. surprisingly he also like dun wan to let go of me! l0lx. i mad liao. but in the end we had to let go la. then he smiled at me and went off with wang yu jie. lol. then i met my parents. then my mum was actually saying, whoa, u must be so happy huh, toro hold ur hand.. you wun forget this fer a long long time..lol.. then my dad was shaking his head.. blehhx
not the end yet. i went home h0rx switch on the tv, i saw toro. lol. then he was walking with wang yu jie onto a boat in the harbour. my older bro was watching with me. then he was v sarcastic and said, whoa, one whole boat booked just fer him. aiya duh la. he artiste wat. then duno why suddenly toro sat at the harbour there. [it was day liao] then john, ya, john from tension, suddenly walk past. LOL. his head seemed even smaller than usual, then toro was kiddingly calling him suay tao [xiao tou, small head] then he was looking at him v surprised.. lol.. then after that john disappeared then i saw toro went in the boat with wang yu jie again. hahas
after that the dream changed. it was days after i met toro, then i was out with my family again. then i rmbr i went to buy two things from duno where, shd be popular and cold storage. then i went into ntuc to meet my parents. then the cashier accused me of not paying! lol. then i showed the popular price tag and receipt then she believe. siaoo..
then after i went out of the building i saw a clinic. YESH a clinic. i was like looking at the door, got paste posters. lol, then i actually saw it advertising that lin wei jun got come and film nan ding ge er before. then i realised its true because the photo of the clinic is the same as one pic i saw da in, with the other actors of nan ding ge er. then i was like. OMG. da got come here and film nan ding ge er de ah?? lol. nvm. then my dad ask me wat i looking at so i said nothing and we left. then the last come liao. lol. i saw toro standing at the balcony of a building, like the toppest level. we were there also la. then he was like, stoning and thinking. then i suddenly went to him and hug him. lol. from the side la. duno why la. then that time he was wearing a white coat. i wasnt wearing a coat. =.= ya then i rmbr he v nice to hug l0rx. lol.
then i woke up. hahas. yawns.

lol. the dream so damn real. i kinda still can feel his big big hand. lol. sighh. wonder how he's doing now. he so long no news le. i kinda starting to miss him lehh. hais. qiao jie lih better not leng dong him. sighs. hope he's all right.

sickk-

2004-11-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

hahas. actually i ytd sickk liao. running fever. then the whole of last night barely slept cause i was having a terrible spilting headache plus runny nose plus sorethroat. on the whole i felt horrible. not to mention cramps too.
blehhx. this morn took 2 panadol fever pills. hahas. went to sleep fer 1 hr plus. then the temp dropped frm 38.0 to 37.7. then now i no fever le. haii. fever sucks. i duno if its the effect of the vaccin. it betta be.
becox of that din have piano lessons. changed to fri. siiannx.

hahas. is the midi nice? h0u niao. she de song, jielun de qu. hhaas. nice w0rx.

energy coming on 26/12. hmms. hopefully they have a handshaking session or any session cause i wanna go =)) and heng i come back liao. when i first saw shuwei's msg that they coming in december i was like. oh shit. scully they come i in china then i cry la. haha. heng its 26/12. they coming fer duno wat charity thing. but they have nothing new to sign.. hmx. i have a feeling they wun have any sessions. =( sighhx. oh well.. then now da is filming nandinggeer. duno when their new album will come. hmms. jiia y0ux w0rrhs. =))

pictures

2004-11-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

hahas.. some pix i found after browsing throu yahoo grps.. been a long time since i last did that (:

nan ding ge er.
is that an enormous injection?

looks like it is. plus a enormous telescope too.

niunai on wheelchair??

morning newspaper.

da so shuai! so thats how he looks in a nurse uniform =/

WHOA. ahdi shuaii w0rs!!!

WTH?

xiaogang and eg. hmm. kunda's hairstyle is weird

bballers.

they look weird in ties! lol

wats he doing?

da so shuaiii!! LOL. i like this!

.. wats his problem?

see? niunai is shuai lor.

not bad too.

he's so well liked by birds too...

heavy eh..

da's dorito card

da must tc!!

the.watch

kinda weird

cool?? or bushuang?

dada shuai shuaii

da really v shuai!

closed up

da*

OMG.SO CUTEE

hahas. finally the endd!

jielun concert + da

2004-11-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

haha, thou i din go, i felt really high last night! cause phy actually called me and let me listen to one full song xian chang!!!! LOL phy ilu!! hahaha =x i heard almost the whole song of jian dan ai! wo xiang jiu ze yang qian ze ni de shou bu fang kai... ai neng bu neng jiu jian jian dan dan mei you bei ai.. LOL. he's VERY CUTE lor. he sounded very diff frm the cd voice! he sounded more normal, more friendly and more kewttt! LOL. the concert must have been really high. haha phy must have enjoyed herself. horr? hahaha. i heard you screaming sometimes halfway. lol. got wave lightstickk? hahaha. highh w0rr. hahas. if he come concert again i will wan to go lehh. lol. but must see my mum let a not. hahas x)

i saw kunda sing san zhi lao wu today!! lol. he even did the actions. like putting his hands at his back when he sang yi ge mei you wei ba- lol. he soo kewt lor. then he laugh and laugh cox he know v lame. lol. its mi jia le hua xu after the show. hahas. mi jia le last two episodes next wk. sigh. fast h0rs. hahas. kunda v kewtt! lol. i think my craze still there. obvious rite. and getting worse in fact. haha. he's ________da* fans call him dada sometimes. kewt. but i think da betta leh. lol. fine im the first one to call him da* then. hahas. XD

sianifiedd -.-

2004-11-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

h0ls like left 4 wks plus only. sighhx.
finally started on chem homework today. hmmx. nothing much new actually. i did one chapter. the one on particulate model of matter. spent quite long doing. i couldnt even write properly. haha. siian.

been watching hai tun wan lian ren. finished 7 episodes liaoo. haha. niice w0rxx. v typical san lih style. l0lx. but v nice. quite touching sometimes. haha. zhang shao han not chio enough. xu shao yang not shuai enough. wth la.

gracia just told me last night that we will know our classes some time in december. haha. okies.

guzheng chalet

2004-11-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

hahah. chalet rawkss`! l0lx.

nothing much happened, cause i spent most of the time in escape with jenn, teresa, manel and melissa. haha. the two new rides rawks! flipper is nice. haha. u'll slide suddenly haha. then v high. v nice to see scenery because the sky is v blue and perfect. l0lx. the clouds v nice also. hahaha. stupid. k, its quite thrilling. rainbow r0ckks`!! l0lx. we played it abt 7 times? or 8? l0lx. fun rights. hahahaa. viking ship's als0 nice. we're all screaming fer the sake of screaming. haha. g0 kart rawks m0st! l0l. v funn lehh. haha. had my 1st ride in the afternn. i keep feeling v scared i will crash. l0l. but in the end i din. haha. 2nd ride was in the night. i went faster. haha. jenn crashed into me b0th times! stupiid la y0u. haha. then scream until i alm0st went deaf. l0lx.

in the evening we st0pped and went back chalet fer ahem, dinner, then played s0me lame games like whack0, murderer and da feng cui. haha. then went back to escape again l0r. haha. had abt 3 or 4 m0re rides bef0re g0ing backk fer the cake at 10+. haha. inedible kiwi. l0lx. haha. then at night vvv scaryy lehh. i t00k the train with manel. she alighted at simeii so i took abt 3 st0ps al0ne. then normally all the trains all v little ppl. then suddenly got one traiin got a l0t of ppl l0rx. even g0t ppl standing up at every cabin. s0 scaryy!!!! then i was telling myself dun think too much. then alighted at kembangan and t00k the pathway. walked to my dad's car. then the pathway like nobody la. only abt 10 metres in front of me got few adults walking. then the first thing my dad said to me in the car was who was that girl in front of you? your friend?

... scary. v scary. i was thinking. wat girl?? 10m in fr0nt of me got few adults only nobody else? where got girl?

0hh mann. that time was past 11 at night. v scary lehh. wlx. h0pefully is my dad talking abt those ppl in front. budden h0rx. yal0rx. eee. scaryy sia.

awy, b0ught b00ks lia0x. sharpening the senses no st0ck! i so suayy. p0lly still managed to get it just yesterday. this morning dun have lia0. then must come back on friday to get the unif0rm. so ma fan. urghh. the english teacher d0esnt l00k as niice as i expected. eww. kaess. lets h0pe next yr will be a better yr.

2004-11-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

hahahaaa. im updating again.

buying books tml. who's going tml? hahax. after buying, im going to finish the chem homework and read up the english teacher. hehhh.

mi jia le's going to be over soon. im so saddd. 2 more wks only! sighhhx. aiya. i regretted so much not observing kunda when he was acting. lol. his part over liao. now all niunai le. lol. i think kunda in mi jia le most shuai de. hahah. really laa. he rawk. l0lx. my craze fer him is not over yet w0rrx. hahahh. hopefully dun go away la. cause i wan to have a proper member that i really like inside eg. hahah. if not v xinku. since now i like kunda so much lets hope i will keep on liking him. hahah. abt 2 wks liao right? l0lx.

yi shi jie rawks! the mv rawks cause got kunda. lol. but the song also very nicee leh. haha. the lyrics also nice. yi shi jie means different worldds. hahaha. they saying the girl and boy are from diff worlds. kunda [ or steve???] is frm a diff world frm the gal?? haha. i forgot the lyrics la.. something like wo he ni shu yu bu tong de shi jie, ni yong you kuai le wo yong you kui qian. haha. i think wrong la. hahah. but abt the same meaning.

option 6 rocks. l0lx. hahahahah. =x really laa. hehhh. i wonder if theres going to be 2 classes. but i dun think so since theres 2 pure lit classes liaoo. + 3 trip sci class + combined + fnn + option 5 = 8 classes then wat abt option 3 and those art classes? so shd be only one class ba. then v shuang lehh. l0lx. so far i know 6 ppl in option 6. hahah. excluding me. phy, huiting, yongen, maziah, cheryl, and xinmei. i know i missed out somebody in 2H de. haha. alot of 2H ppl w0rrx. abt 7 or 8. haha. xinmei said her class only 3 ppl she know. haha.

going chalet later. guzheng chalet, ya. amelia say we playing water games. o.0 ohh kkaess. then must bring extra set of clothes. stupiidd. then must bring snacks if we can. she so late tell me i where got buy la. aiya. later go search kitchen see got any thing a not. hmm. another day gone so quickly like that again.

going overseas soon. going china from 8th to 16th. or 17th. around there. i think we returning in midnight on 17th. like 2 am like that. siann la. go home so late so tired. hahh. i bought the coat liao. the very nice white one with a bit of fur at the collar. l0lx. can imagine? no, its not like poodle or wat neither isit bimbo kaes. i think v nice. haha. if it was pink i guess it wud be chaoji.. ya.. poodly.. hhaa.. mine is white.. pure white.. v ex lor.. abt $98 with discount. l0lx. but all coats are this ex. normally $70 something de.. this one more ex abit. i took the last one lehh. l0lx. v popular. at shanghai we got 3 full days to shop! hehh. going to shop like siaoo. hahha. x)

option 6!!! =D

2004-11-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

APPEAL SUCCESSFUL
APPEAL SUCCESSFUL
APPEAL SUCCESSFUL

OPTION 6
OPTION 6
OPTION 6

=D

im crazy. i am. I SOOO HAPPYY!!!!

YAYYYYY!!!! XD

2004-11-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

hmms. nothing to say lately. so nv update. haha.
ive starting reading totto-chan ytd. i think v kewt the story, l0rx. the children so innocent. haha. im gg to use it fer my book review. haha. so polly, dun need lend me ur book liao. haha. (:
im going fer an injection. =S scared pain la. hahah. =x FINE. but i really dun like taking injections lorx. dun like the idea of it. its fer preventing flu. cause my dad say after china kana infected with duno wat flu or watever, its spreading. aiya, fine lahs.

hahax. i think the mi jia le ads had increased. i keep seeing a lot lately. and i sort of regretted that i din treasure the shows and watch properly how energy act. i was kinda just fixed on the storyline. nv go and observe eg acting. hahh. going to do that. still got 6 episodes. weees. next episode mainly ahdi. hahx. then after that all niunai liao, i guess. i wan to see kunda la. lol. kk. aiya. left 6 episodes only. =/

shanti said appeal results will be out today.
let's pray hardd.

ren w0 a0 y0ux (:

2004-11-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

im s00 sad ren wo ao you's going to finishh. i think it's a really great show. hahahax. not only because of toro inside. because the story rawks too. of course toro v shuaix. XP
today i actually felt sooo sorry fer yilin. l0lx. i think she v kelian lor. she ended up everything all lost. lost almost all her friends. she kinda deserved it but i still feel sorry fer her la. =x toro fell down the stairs as expected. haha. the blood's scary l0rx. =/ v fake. where got blood so red one. my blood isnt that red. =x hahax. i super diaox. but really la. v fake. haha. summore hospital he lie sideways. i think he having a v good sleep instead of acting. l0lx. but got that thingy inside his nose must be v uncomfortable. lolx.
actually i think yilin not that wicked leh. can tell she doesnt feel v gd when toro got into hospital. then she even got hit by the car trying to save kaixin. i was like. omg. but i kinda expected accident la. u know, go out of the building, then got cars. this kinda scene 90% is accident happen. hahahx. =/
the preview quite sad and unexpected leh. annie left yxs? kaiwei and jingwen nv end up together? yilin accident..?? did she die? she better not. and kaixin and toro betta not break up. l0lx. i wan happy endings! (:

energy craze. >.<

2004-11-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

the title explains everything. haha. guess this entry's going to be all about energy. so.. haha. =/

hmmx. t0day i watchedx the dian shi te ji. its hey you at china black de, i think. haha. they rawk XD got l0tsa fang wen and stuff. 51 min exactly. hehhx. so niice. i though iit's supposed to be until 4.30. =/ in the end oni until 3.51. supp0sed to be until 4, but no ad, so same la. i regretted so much not g0iing to IMM sessiion! next tiime i wun miiss another sessiion unless theres sch or somethiing. hmpmhh. their sessiion really v fun. esp now can shake hands. [i hope always can shake.] heh. EG say themselves liiao, shake hands doesn take a l0t of time, but it means a l0t to the fans. so riight l0rx! lurvee themm. hehh.

i last night was kinda mad liia0. thinking that shuweii's voice is damn nice. and it really is. i luv hearing him he yin. he nv zao sia one l0rx! today the singing he he yin abt 3/4 times nv once out of tune. he yin lehh! xian chang v hard to sing accurately, yet he did it. l0lx. i think his voiice v nice. v soothing. haha. hmm. to think that he fell off stage. i think its kunda who helped him do somersualt then duno wat happened shuwei fell 0r something. then they continued dancing, but all their faces slightly shocked and stunned. l0lx.

y0u know wat?? ahdi wanted to be a poliiceman!! l0lx. i was laughing. imagine him in a unif0rm, b00king ppl 0r chasing after criminals. damn funny. alm0st ridicul0us. hah. he sh0uldnt be p0liceman. his v0iice so gd. cannot waste. ya.
niiunai wanted to be a bballer. so did kunda. haha. then both of them end up not v successful then niunai wanted to be professional dancer. l0l. at first he supposed to be teaching energy dancing, end up he j0iined in as the last member. yeahh. hahahx. shuweii wanted to be wat? i f0rg0t le. =/

i think the members nv change much leh. last night i read a magazine abt their inf0 and stuff other members think about them. then today the interview g0t say.
they said kunda's gd p0ints is wat. the magazine i read says can share secrets with him and he's a v gd listener to your problems. ya. then today all the members said that when they ask. haha. shuweii actually added in one gd p0iint that kunda is a gd pers0n cause he'll wake y0u up. acts as a alarm cl0ck. l0lx. then both of them ended up laughing. cause they stay t0gether. sleep t0gether t00, i think. =/ then always kunda wake shuweii up cause he like to lai chuang. l0lx. idi0t. this 0ne i think a l0t of ppl know la. hahahx. the magazine interview shuwei say kunda wake up one hour earlier jus to wake shuweii up to make his hair. l0lx. niiunai is still a big br0ther to them. l0lx. they say niunai doesn like ppl stepping on his sh0es. l0lx. funnaee. ahdi dun like ppl touching his body. hahah. as in, hugs that type ba. l0lx.

waiting fer appeal results. h0pefully can get in w0rx.

"because 0f y0uu." -energy --

2004-11-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

weees. haha. X)
hmms. actually early this morning wanted to go swimming de. budden end up nv go cause my mum said the weather was too c0ldx. true la. got cold wind, c0x just rained. ya. in the end afternn then go. i swam abt 12 laps w0rrx. =P hahah. i swam some back stroke. hmm. good fer my backbone =D

t0day's mi jia le was okay. g0ing to finish le la. =/ left 6 episodes only. but its already somewhere half way through the third comic bk. that shows h0w much they nv draw. =/ and i noticed the comics made up st0ry als0. idiotic. they cut off some parts, and in order to let it make sense, they anyhow draw. blehh.
t0day's first 15 min of the show is damn funny. kaes, its not meant to be funny la, but i just found it very funny. =x fine.
ya, its abt baobei getting possessed every now and then. then she went home into her bedroom while niunai stayed outside in the living room to keep an eye on her and make sure she dun go anywhere. then midnight there she suddenly came out. that point of time she wasnt possessed, then she was kinda dazed and she told niunai to stay outside and guard, dun sleep, cox she scared, i think. then when she turn back suddenly got this wind thing. l0lx. fans again. hahah. ya, then she grabbed niunai [she was possessed ] and niunai was like yelling in the end shuwei came out too and tried to pull her off niunai in the end baobei slam him hard against the door and the entire door collapsed. l0lx. kkae, that isnt supposed to be funny. then after that kunda and ahdi and the maizi all came 0ut then finally baobei let go. [ the evil thingy left her] then she was like, what happened? while niunai and shuwei all holding their arm with pain. then wat shuwei said kinda tickled me. he said, baobei, ni na lai de na mo duo li qi? thats only the first part. then next scene they were sitting in the living room. baobei and niunai on the sofa, kunda standing, leaning on the wall, shuwei walk in and sat down on a stool, maizi standing, ahdi in a individual sofa, and all of them had their eyes fixed on baobei, who temporarily recovered. then niunai was like saying, baobei, ni mei shi ba? then she nod la, then shuwei said why u suddenly so much strength? i think u got more strength then the wrestler. l0lx. something like that. i jus find it v funny la. the way he said it. then funniest is that baobei suddenly stood up then everybody all SHOT up like bullet like that. shuwei even grab the stool he sat down and raise it at baobei like bracing himself and prepared to fight her. l0lx. so funny l0r. they all staring at her like prepared fer her to get possessed again, in the end she said she only wan to go toilet. crazy.
kkaes. i supperr diaox. fine. haha i just crazy la. but its funnier then i say it. ya. must watch then know.

i have a sudden craze 0ver kunda lately!! l0lx. abt.. 3 /4 days le? or more? i think more. hahaha. and its building up. l0lx. the whole mi jia le show today i was kinda watching him more attentively then usual. he v shuai lah. l0lx. hahahaa. and i noticed he from far more shuai then cl0sed up. but dun get the wrong idea kkaes. he close up also shuai. not like peter gn. hahaha. =/ haha. kaes.
kunda's acted in a new ou xiang ju. inside got lin wei jun i think. o.0 ya, then kunda's acting as a male nurse. then a fan told me its a goofy male nurse. l0lx kkaes. the show's name's called nan ding ge er. isit nightingale? l0lx. u know that st0ry? hehh. i not sure. i wanna watchh!!
xiaogang's in universal now. haha. 2 days ago i saw his qing gong yan news, energy got go. haha. i dun like kunda's new hair style =/ grey grey de. hahahx. i like ahdi's current hairstyle, the short one. i think make him look younger. i beginning to think he v shuai. and recently i think shuwei quite goodlooking also lor. i think he v photogenic leh. i went to look through all my energy stuff just now. i concluded that he is the most photogenic one. toro is the most shuai one. and niunai is also quite photogenic, usually la. esp in lyrics bks! =P ahdi is ok. i so glad he cut his hair also. haha. kunda not v photogenic =/ but i think he v cute lor. haha. kaes, i'll stop it. =P

im looking forward to ren wo ao y0u. the preview showed yilin tried to strangle kaixin. then toro tried to stop them or something then i think he fell down the stairs. i was so shocked to see him on the ground, then so much blood l0r. v fake blood, but quite scary also. hahah. maybe its because i cant stand seeing blood. ya, i cant stand it. hahahx.
2nd last episode liao!! im going to miss it man. hah. who's going to buy the vcd? hehh. the soundtrack coming i heard. isit? i wan the full song of le yuan! so nice l0rx. duno la, i found it v nice. and teresa agrees with me. ^.^

my dad just commented that toro is gayish today. blehh. i was so angry. l0lx. then he said toro put a lot of makeup. i argued that he is an artiste. really wat. which artiste doesn put makeup? kaes, maybe ppl like fei yu qing doesnt. i think he does too, awy. then he said mengze wun. he even said xiezhi v good-looking. kkaes, polly, happy? hahah. then he even said that energy dun have muscle go and learn others take off shirt and pai zao [the hey you thing]. energy no muscle??? they got l0r. i see with my own eyes at the session. the wear singlet v nice lorx, i think. they are among those who have muscles liao l0rx. other boybands dun have de, as in, not all the members got lor. 56 oni shaowei? then yxs? those type is really v kongbu type. ya, u know i know. l0lx. energy de i think just nice leh. not i baised or wat la, but i honestly dun like so big muscle like yxs that type. so scary. l0lx.

kkaes, enough about energy. l0l. i really talk a lot about them today. heex.
anyway, ppl, relink h0rrx. hahah. ^.^

(:

2004-11-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

hehh. changed my blog add! hahahahhs. (: people must relink kkaes? ^.^